Wednesday, February 28, 2007

strings ended at 7.36! YAY(:
but i got practice AGAIN tml :(
INDIVIDUAL O_O
no shiyao even.
xomg panic panic.
that means i have 7 strings pracs this week. O_O
no life, seriously no life.
im not going to even LAY a finger on my violin on friday and sunday, no way okay, i'll like just DIE.
this bear/ cat thingy looks so peaceful.



wish i could be like it(:
i WAS going to post something,
but as the day went on
i got more and more confused o_O
as in,
yeah.
my life's a messy messy mess.
i dont know what exactly's going on,
like so many things just keep popping out and standing in my way,
or just popping out and going :"BOO!"
tsktsktsk.
all i know,
is that my life, ITS BEING RUINED !!!
by i dont know WHAT, and i dont know WHO.
like more and more people are messing up my peace,
just when im starting to settle down after a shock,
a new barrier pops in.

%^&()
WHATEVER! hahah so random i bet no one understands.

oh i miss my gerluo.



I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO I MISS MY GERLUO



no one understands xulam like gerluo does ):
no one wreaks havoc with xulam like gerluo does ):
no one "heck cares" everything with xulam like gerluo does ):
no one plays first before doing work with xulam like gerluo does ):
no one will cheer xulam up like gerluo does when xulam is frustrated or sad or angry, or at least feel the same emotions as xulam with her ):
no one cares about xulam like gerluo does ):
no one is as alike as xulam as gerluo is ):
no one understands anything xulam cant put into words like gerluo does ):
no one understands things the same way as xulam like gerluo does ):
no one can heck care homework and rules with xulam like gerluo does ):
no one likes and dislikes the same people as xulam like gerluo does ):
no one can be crazy and uncrazy at the same times as xulam like gerluo ):
no one has such fun stayovers with xulam like gerluo does ):



i miss my gerluo ):
i want my gerluo BACKBACKBACK!!!!!!! ):
i want to see my gerluo now ):
gerluoleeyah ! xulam misses you like crazycrazycrazy im going crazy >:(


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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

lalala
LALALA
LA LA LA
wanted to type LANGARTS LANGARTS LANGARTS!
its lalala!
tralalala(:
makes me think of marcussie ng!
im still stuck on his "tralalala tralalala butterfly butterfly" song, its so darn catchy(: oh i miss my eunuch so much )): he finally admitted that he has a girlfriend. tsktsktsk. junior again. duhhh(:

i cant even go back to dhs on his birthday to decorate(vandalise) his arm with my sexy purple marker COS I GOT STRINGS :(!

ive been doing LA all afternoon. until NOW. tsk. toooooo many distractions. all that blinking orange convos, and all that armor for sleep in my head. i love armor for sleep! theyrockrockrockrockrock my hot pink socks :D so much work, tsktsk. so i havent finished lang arts. but ANYWAY its an ESSAY ASSIGNMENT. supposed to spend three weeks. so whatever nearly finishing. i finished part1!! yay for me yay for me(: ! max is 600 words, part 1 is more impt, i spent 437 words on it, so im left with 100+ words left. yay thats quite easy (i think).

tml got STRINGS till 8+ so by time i get home and shower = no time left to do.
so im left with thurs night after violin class. tsktsk.
i better get my merit or above for grade7 or i'll jump off a building >=(
i cant believe i missed by two marks the last time.
all that stupid aural's fault. grrrrr.

oh yesterday the boys tortured asyraf in our classroom.
wonder what he did to offend lavan or whoever x)
i took two photos but its too mean to post it here so i shant(:

MANDY AND GERM WERE SO MEAN !
they didnt go down with me to do my stalking.
(UGHH IM EDITING IT NOW COS IT DISAPPEARED! now i have to retype)
cos mr sze lemme off after changing my vln's G string, said my strings were fine. so he worked with shiyao's.
those two lazy people so evil.
went toilet and locker with mandy.
it was HAPPY(: cos got happy stuff.

yesterday i was making a fuss about my everything.
my hair,
my face.
short, stout, round, round face, bad hair, lips that turn black when im friggin cold. clumsy, SO CLUMSY CLUMSY.
ughhhhh.
$*($%^&*(
i hate my appearance. im,
SO UNGLAM.
totally GLAM-LESS.
ughhh, its nearly impossible for any girl to be as un-glam as ME.
its so frustrating.
why do i look like this???
i dont get it >=(

and when i was running 2.4 just now. i looked at my arms and hands as i ran, they looked translucent, the colour is so gross. early in the morning my skin looks so bad. like it looked translucent seriously. not that i could see my bones but the colour was freaky.
WHY AM I SO FREAKISH? huh !
i dont get it. >=(

back to happy stuffs:
FOB IN 4 DAYS!!!!

germ said:
I WAS HER BESTIE!
germ said,
I AM THE BEST!
hahah(:
yay gossiping session with germywormy at concourse again tml (:
ahhaha oh and spastic camwhoring x)

tml got strings again so i cant use comp.
tsk means i cant psot a cute cat picture x)


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Sunday, February 25, 2007

so cute right (:
this cat is so uber cute!
cutecutecutecutecute!
i think its so cute(:
i cant stand it,
its so cute.
its thinking about something
and looking so calm.
hm,
reminds me of bob! (i dont fancy bob, just in case anyone anyhow think)
uber smart bob always looks so calm when he's thinking, just like that uber cute cat! exactly the same right (: heeeh. looks so alike (:

i think my post yesterday

was spastic and very

disturbing.
so i decided to edit it a little.
tsktsktsk.
but please still ignore it
tsktsktsk.
im much calmer now :D

in the end family gathering wasnt bad (:
heh.
oh nobody forced me to eat,
grandma went out w/ her other grammy friends.
not that i dont like my grandma okay, i like her.

played mahjong so didnt get any work done at all.
=.="
penalty for ME, was to eat ferrero rochers.
just cos i was caught counting the calories from the marks and spencer chocolate coated digestive biscuits which andrea gave me.
i gasped.
80 calories PER biscuit, is ALOT you know.

had family gathering at dayee's house today for lunch.
did work with yimmy.
she studying her science stuff,
i doing lang arts =.="
okay more like TRYING to do langarts.
failed again.
underlined and highlighted lots of stuff,
but couldnt put it into an essay form o_O
ANDDDDDDD,
i have no idea how to do part 2.
feel like asking leonard for help again =.="
but i shant! muahaha.

paul is mean.
tsktsktsk.
he got so manymanymany friends these days,
he doesnt care about ME ANYMORE!
evil okay.
SO EVIL!
his letter to me was like,
so vryvery short, and still it took so veryvery long,
AND
my movie stub from eragon which i watched w/ him and wp,
he returned it to me, it was like completely faded!
and letter so short can!
so mean lah!!!!!!
last time always got all kinds of funny word drawings that hes uber proud of,
or some kinds of stuff thats NICE.
paul so evil lah ):
and his blog now only put CHISHUN as name.
so mean can!
paul is only i call wan then he dont put!! ):
the only funny thing in his letter was his cat high schl uni metal button. and it pierced a massive hole through the envelope lah =.="

in the end even though wp always call me FATTTTY,
hes still the BESTTTTTT. xP
his lettters make me laugh so veryveryvery much (:

OH TML NIGHT HAVE STRINGS AGAIN, I CANT POST ):
SECTIONALS SECTIONALS SECTIONALS,
MAKE ME FEEL SO VERY STRESSED ):

Full throttle now
The milky way can't wait
Full throttle now
The milky way can't wait

Diners turn into space ports
And I rocket past the moon
Say your goodbyes now
I'll be in the wormhole soon

FOB IN 6 DAYS!


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Saturday, February 24, 2007

first before unhappy stuffs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY!! (:
-------------------------------------------


today's such an AWFULLY BAD DAY for me, its so disgusting :(

IP can play for syf. <--thats a yay thing.
but now i got practices like.
so much?

monday - 11.00am w/ ruth, shiyao, mr sze.
- 6pm to donno WHAT time, vln2 sectionals.
tuesday - 12.45pm w/shiyao, mr sze )':
wednesday - 11.35am w/ shiyao, mr sze.
- 5pm-8pm full ensemble.
saturday - 8am - 12pm full ensemble.

FOUR DAYS, SIX TIMES in ONE week.
+ my own vln lesson on thurs =.="
i'll break my bow or snap my E string again soon. T-T

today, got to go UNCLE's house for FAMILY GATHERING AGAIN :'((((((
1. grandma will be there, will force me to eat at least 3quarters of a bowl of rice, if i dont eat, will die wan.
2. nothing much to do, only can worry about my langarts and grow fat.
3. want to stay at home to do, mother dont let. (MUST go)
4. next week i no time to do lah ):
5. saturday got FOB concert i want hurry finish dont make me THINK ABOUT HOMEWORK. ):

i dont want to go ): i dont dont dont dont dont dont dont dont dont DONT WANT TO GO ):

shinjirarenai koto aru?
minna san,
aru?

the more you talk, the less i hear by Armor for Sleep

You've seen me,
do I look okay to you?
Give me your hand
I'll shake it and shake it again
I'll smile until my face falls off my head
If it's good for you, it's good for me too

What did I say?
Why do you give a shit?
They're trying to pry into my brain
But I'm gone

I'm running down highways
Till I see your face
I just need to see you now
I don't care about anything else

Their words are flying over my head
I try and hear,
but I'm somewhere else again
You laugh and I smile back to humor you
If it's good for you,
it's good for me too

What did I say?
Why do you give a shit?
They're trying to pry into my brain
But I'm gone

I'm running down highways
Till I see your face
I just need to see you now
I don't care about anything else

It's raining outside
There's a storm front on my back

Trying to keep,
trying to keep me away from you

A stranger's up ahead,
holding up a knife
Trying to keep,
trying to keep me away from you

It's raining outside
There's a storm front on my back
Trying to keep,
trying to keep me away from you

The stars are falling down
Breaking up the road
Trying to keep,
trying to keep me away from you


I'll scream till I bleed
I scream stay away from me
They can't keep me back
Keep me back
Well I'll scream till I bleed
I scream stay away from me
They cant keep me back
Keep me back


What did I say?
Why do you give a shit?

I just need to see you now
I just need to see you now
I just need to see you now
I don't care about anything else
I just need to see you now
I don't care about anything else


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Thursday, February 22, 2007

<-- so cute! (:
dancedance photoshoot pics are my favourite!
ah. my layout looks so bad and cheapskate its obscene. =.="
just use for the time being first (:
shall change skin hm, when i have time :D
shall do a skin with two pretty lil' cupcakes to match my url :D

me:"i miss gerluo! i want to go to her house."
mom:"yeah you so long never go alrdy. go talk to her on the phone."

me:"gerluo! are u bz?"
gloria:"hm no why?"
me:"i so long never go your house i want to go to your house!"
gloria:"oh yeahyeah! okay whenwhen can?"

YAY! first sat of
MARCH HOLS, i get to see my favourite friend!!(:
i want to stay overnight again(:
(cant see glo this sat cos her relatives coming over last minute)

and this
SANJAY NAIR (aka seah wei ping)
is
UBER MEAN TO ME!(x

me:"saw him today, i wonder if he's forgotten me again. tsktsk ): "
wp:" no la of course not"
me:" =.=" how you know"
wp:" you so fat he confirm can remember wan."

another brilliant reason,
to go on a DIET.

anyways, thursdays are
actually quite okay.

the lessons are quite nice (other than disgusting chemistry, i dont hate the subject. its something else)
had my teafor2 thingy with ms toh today,
last night i was so worried i dont dare to talk to her one on one,
in the end it wasnt bad at all(:

hm log rep seems to have quite alot of stuff to do.
oh wells.
I LOVE DECORATING STUFF.
and its ALL FOR ME AND CHRIS TO DO!!
like noticeboards and stuff.
shall make it uber cute :D

wonder if the other boys will get annoyed if its all cutesy like i like it (:
ohwells (:

its GARY's BIRTHDAY (ayden ant colour. hee) on SATURDAY(:
so we're celebrating his birthday tml as an og (:
me and kwan wei are sharing a pressie for him!
kwan wei will choose the present and pay for it first,
and i made the card! whee(:
wanted to make something with a vball that will pop out when you open it but no time ):

OHOHOH,
I FINISHED MY CHINESE CNY INDIVIDUAL REPORT!
im such a good girl :D

ARMOR FOR SLEEP!!!!<33333


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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

hello.
im back right where i started.
BLOGGER.
xomg right?
xomg.
oh look i did this skin in an afternoon.
so it looks like crap,
ive forgotten all my html coding.
but who cares.
i havent got anymore time i better go read some lang arts reader.
yay for FOB! <3

refer to http://sidetracking.diaryland.com for much more recent posts please (:


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