Monday, April 23, 2007
me and mandy's name tags : D
we made it that day during the PSL session.
i wore it alllll the way home.
wheeehee.
bob didnt come in the morning.
we thought he was late.
we went for option so didnt really notice he didnt come or whatever.
then during geog core we were like o_O?! no bob?
and since bob said he'll definitely be here on monday we didnt think that much of it.
then me&germ went to canteen first cos mandy had to see ms toh about her edusave form.
then mandy came l8r, and said she saw bob,
and bob was leaving at 12pm!
he had to go back vs buy his uniform.
so she gobbled down her noodles and i finished up my milo.
then we RAN all the way to the staffroom to look for BOB,
but he wasnt there. mandy called him.
he was at the canteen =.="
then we wanted to stalk him, so we walked behind him all the way back to class.
i wanted to take a picture of bob in his seat.
he refused at first.
but gave in after a while.
i think it was cos he saw me& mandy going to cry again.
then we started crying,
i dont know why i just felt so sad.
so we were laughing at ourselves and crying.
then the rest of the break was like.
=S
and we never took a class photo.
then bob left cos it was time for LA.
and we had this EQ task.
the four of us left at our table didnt have much mood.
even yumeng, but today she said more stuff :D
it felt weird cos it was like this group thing,
and then we were one member short.
and this member was usually the one who said all the right things.
i felt so helpless.
me and siling trying to rephrase and rephrase and rephrase.
so after LA, i drew a big picture of a BOB face,
and stuck it to his chair.
i drew it in the colour he feared most, HOT PINK.
but his worksheets have lots of BOB CHUA in hot pink,
so yeahhhh.. heehee.
then during math me and mandy went to the toilet.
for a VERY long time,
hahahha.
no mood to listen to her.
told mandy about my nightmare.
she seemed to find it amusing.
went back to class and started staring at the picture i drew of bob.
me and mandy started talking to it.
yes, we started talking to the drawing,
i knocked the face and said :"STOP STONING !"
he wasnt replying.
and mandy poked her finger through the air and said :" no bones, now i can poke all the way through"
and we couldnt bring ourselves to look at the empty seat.
it was just,
too empty.
time for lunch break. germ stayed back in class for something, cant rmb what.
me and mandy went to the canteen to grab stuff.
while we were walking, nearing the elective hubs,
i saw this guy, who looked ALOT like bob from far.
walking towards us.
arnd the same height, same hair.
i really thought i saw his face VERY clearly.
so i shouted BOB !!! ISNT THAT BOB !?! and ran to him.
then when i got closer i realised it wasnt him.
the guy didnt even wear specs =.=
i was so sure i saw bob.
me and mandy were T-T/
physics was the ultimate torture.
science is when we talk to bob MOST.
and then the 3 of us were imagining all the things bob would say.
we had to solve some problems and we didnt understand a crap and none of us had any questions to ask cos we didnt know what on earth was going on in the first place.
mandy started, if we asked bob a question he would be:
"huh what?"
then we would tell him which question.
"oh this one ah..."
then we would wait.
while he put his hand to his chin and pondered.
going :"hmmmm...."
then we would wait while he pondered
"okay.. i think its XXXXXX, should be lah. i think... i THINK"
us :" so its XXXXXX lah?"
"yeah. should be. i donno, i THINK, but should be like that lah"
and then we tried looking to the front,
pretending bob was still there,
just emo-ing and being VERY quiet.
since he was usually so quiet anyway.
worked for 2 seconds.
we turned back and stared at the empty space and the drawing.
i hope ms toh hurries and changes our seatings now.
we cant bear sitting there.
if we sit somewhere else, we wont notice the empty space.
it wont be half as bad.
we'll still see bob right ! ~
i miss bob ):
im going to talk to my drawing again tomorrow : D