Friday, April 20, 2007
mandy was alll emooooo today.
i insist she's paranoid !
germ seems to agree with me.
i had to go through lots of stuff trying to convince her she was paranoid.
and while doing that,
i realised some stuff&
NOW I AM UTTERLY DEPRESSED !
id rather be PARANOID like mandy luh T-T
at least you know its paranoia& everyone around you knows what youre worrying about isnt true.
but here i am,
and what im upset about is a FACT&
nobody seems to be able to say anything else about it.
because its laid out plain RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES.
how upsetting.
its awwwwwwwwfully upsetting.
i cant even delude myself cos its so darn simple& obvious.
i dont even have anyyyyyyyyyy say in this do i.
erlack erlack erlack erlack.
you know i REEEEEEALLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY hate some creature !
"hate is a strong word but i really really really dont like you!"
so unfair unfair unfair unfair.
you stinky, annoying, disturbing, LIFE RUIN-ER !
youve ruined my life luh ! :(
and i cant do anyyyyyything about it.
xPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
i feel like screaming.
gosh.
I REALLY FEEL LIKE SCREAMING.
i miss simple pleasures when me& mandy just stood on the breakwater and screamed to the sea.
screamed with allll our might.
it felt brilliant.
oh and of course we screamed :" WE LOVE YOU BOB!" to bob, who just looked down and shook his head. heeheehee.
oh me&mandy told bob just now when we were walking
:" we're going to stalk you !"
and he looked at us worriedly and just walked.
then he realised we were really following him then he started running.
we were hysterical so we couldnt run.
haahhaha.
i think mandy needs a little scream now too.
maybe we should go scream tgt.
hurhurhur.
yesterday went out with germ&mandy to orchard.
cos it was half day.
thanks to the track people i think(:
took neos& had lots of fun ^^
practiced our WRAITEC& wheel of reasoning skills with stupid funny stuff.
laughed like crazy heehee.
oh gosh yesterday we were all so happy now me& mandy are UPSET !
and when we were sitting at macs having cones,
then we all kept quiet for a while.
germ was wondering why we were keeping quiet.
me&mandy were THINKING !
i SIIIIGHHHHED
then mandy was like
:" o_O? why you sigh?"
me:" I FEEL SO SORRY FOR THE THREE OF US ! "
zomg we're so pathetic ! heeheeheee.
tut tut.
we all like people who will never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever even think of liking us back.
hurrrrhrurrhurhurhur.
i think mandy has the BEST chance luh.
germ second.
im worst off.
oh welllllll ~ (:
tralalalalalalllalalaaallallaallalalala
SHALL BAKE COOKIES OR SOMETHING TOMORROW.
just cos i FEEEEELLL like it.
heeheeeheee.
yay im going to kino again tml (:
i can get more novels trala ~