Sunday, May 27, 2007

i couldnt resist these quizzes.
so i shall post some.
oh i am 73% girly. germ is 32% LOL.

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

You Belong in Paris

Stylish and expressive, you were meant for Paris.The art, the fashion, the wine!Whether you're enjoying the cafe life or a beautiful park...You'll love living in the most chic place on earth.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

what a freakish picture!
zomg luh.

Java Chip Frappuccino

You're a caffeine addict and pretty high maintenance about your coffee. There's a good chance that everyone at your Starbucks knows your name.

well i really do love those caffeine shots..

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

You Would Do Anything For Love

Anyone who stands between you and love better watch out!You'll do almost anything for your true love - even if it puts your life at risk.You are an old fashioned romantic and believe in unconditional love.Once you love someone, you'll always love them... no matter what.

germ and mandy and desiree will have a fit laughing at this.

enough i am off to look at ds games (:

//END7:38 PM

i am now the veryvery proud owner of a pink ds lite !

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

two nights ago i told my mom :
i cant stand it anymore, i want that ds lite.
i'll still play with my pink psp.
its different !
okay?

mom: okay, we can get it tomorrow.
takashimaya should have right?

i thought she would disapprove or something,
zomgggg, i was ecstatic :DDDD
in the end taka had so superduper few games,
so today we went to parkway to get it for me :D
anddddd to get me a 3G phone card so i can call home using my own handphone (:

lalalalaalaalaaaa(:
im such a happy person.
its such a happy life.
everything's so happy and riggghhht (:

i spent the afternoon wasting away in front of the tv,
watching the four back to back episodes of heroes(:
other than the last one since i just watched it last night (:
but heroes is so super duper nice.
how can anyone not like heroes?
my mom finds it confusing.
achh

i feel a bit bad about my psp though..
i barely played with it at all.
i bought it so i could play nana,
they were supposed to translate it by january this year,
its still not out and theres no news about it at all.
gosh ):
and im sick of my game already.
though im barely halfway through. yikes.
i think im going to get the japanese version when we go to tokyo.
if i can find it.

im reading twilight again :D
its one of those really rare books i can bring myself to read more than once; over and over again.
i love twilight.
i wish i was bella(:
and im going to name my son EDWARD (:
if i have a son that is.
i treat the book like it were a piece of treasure or something.
i wont let my mom put it on the floor, or put anything heavy on it x)
and i treat it so super nicely, unlike any of my other books.
oh other than new moon(the sequel of twilight) of course.
achh i cant wait for the next book !!!
it'll be out autumn this year i think(:

ohohoh, friday dhstrings concert !
i couldnt get flowers.
so i got those huge tubes of meiji chocolate covered gummies.
darren is super tall now (:
and he has better hair too !
i rmb our previous performance for the gala dinner last year,
and he was styling his hair and kept fiddling with it and telling me about his hair and showing me his gatsby hair spray thingy x)
it looked a little dorky and cute, but now his hair is like super nice(:
it makes me veryveryveryveryvery happy to see him again (:
and of course my dear bestie gloria. she was sick ! zomg, but she could still play so well(: i ran over to her to give her a hug during intermission. this gerluo's phone is going to be as heavy as that dir en grey fellow's soon. i forgot his name. kyo or something. the guy she likes.
and my dear yimmy :DDD
and meihui !!! who used to be my super duper nice section leader (:
clapping the beat for us like crazy till her hands were all red.
and when we were on the right hand side outside the strings room on the second floor my mom could hear her from the foyer.

first time ive been to a dhstrings concert as part of the audience.
its so nice to see so many familiar faces up there(:
and i took lots of photos of them. (mostly of yim since our moms asked me to. )
and of tortoise of course(: who complained later that " why you keep taking photos!"
some people were blocking my gerluo >:(

when i went to look for darren during intermission,
he came out looking happy enough,
but he didnt talk !!!!
according to pamela : "all he did was smile o_O"
hahah (:
i dont know whyyyyyyyy.
darren used to talk nonstop when we were desk partners.
non stop about everything and anything.
i miss darren. he smsed me and said not to be sad and we could still meet up during the holidays. yes sure, but we wont ever get round to it. i think, hes so busy, ive got stuff to do. =S and i think hes moving far far away to god knows where): now we wont even share the same bus stop! his place is going enbloc. i saw it the other day when i was going out.

i miss dhstrings ):
and that makes me upset ):
oh i saw bev too! shes much better now, playing viola instead of cello (:
and ms ku changed her coat !!!!!!
heeh.
that was the first thing my mom noticed.
ms ku looks smilier than last time .. i wonder why :)
thats good though(:
i bet dhstrings is so nice these days.
argh.
i still hate dunman high though !

hmm im talking so much about dhstrings and i dont think anyone has a clue about what im talking about. i shall shut up and save it for when i see my dearest gerluo when she gets back from england.

yimmy's in england too, theyre all gone having fun. in UK. they left last night. theyre going with the school. but its not mandatory and no one has to do any projects after it, write day by day journals for chinese, or go to youth centres to do god knows what, or see science stuff non stop.
yeap.
theyre gonna have heaps and heaps of pure fun(:
lalalala.

what a disgustingly long post, not like anyone cares to hear my life story anyway.
lalala~

IM SUCH A HAPPYYY PERSSOONNNNNNN (:

im not being sarcastic : D

//END6:10 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

YAY TERM IS OVER !!!

ive been waiting for today allllll weeek.
achh.
yayyyyyyy(:
i feel so fre--eeee---~!
math project is completed,
IM hardcopy handed in.
lit assignment finally completed : D
and we got full day today (at long last)

it has been such a very busy week (:
and we're going to korea on monday !
whoopeee(:
actually ive never seen a more boring itenary.
but i guess it'll still be uber fun : D
sharing room with des at night. and rachna.
zomg so dangerous x)
and on days when its 2 by 2, its me and mandy ! yay(:

im in a very good mood, i was chattering non-stop early in the morning when my mom sent me and marcus to school. and she was wondering why i was talking so much. usually i'd just keep quiet and listen a little when she talks, barely replying or giving monosyllabic answers.
lalalallallalaalaaa~

DHSTRINGS CONCERT TONIGHT !!!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy~
im so excited.
even though its not me performing.
hurhur.
anyways, going to buy flowers for all the pretty people (:
yayyyyy, i get to see - yimmu, gloria, darren, meihui, jiahui, yunxiu, zara, joey, charis, taxy and everyone else !!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyy. lalalalala~
hmmm yay im so happy.
going to town to shop in a while with my mom.
then we'll have dinner and go for strings concert.
ZOMG MARCUSSIE NG is going too (:
gerluo told me just now : D

and ohmy im so happy x)

im addicted to neopets again.
zomg so spastic.
was intending on going to watch pirates of the carribean with yiwen, timo etc.
then i wanted andreeaaaaa to go! but she couldnt make it.
so we'll go during the hols. i shall ask her again if she wants to go during hols (:
then they wanted to go to town to hang out.
and i'll be the only girl,
so i decided not to go.
came home and i had so much time on my hands i wanted to play SIMS2(: cos it reminds me of gerluo. her Gloria and Brian Lee family. ahahha (: and she'd dress Gloria so sexily, and she'd manage to make Brian really look like brian(:
and also our suria land (:

oh it was my feathered knight's birthday on monday :D
so i baked her a cake.
a chocolate cake with chocolate icing
a different one from indri's chocolate cake.
this is the super duper improved version allaala (:
heh.
(oh and i stuck three grape chocolate mushroom shaped biscuits cos shes a MUSHROOM too )


chocolate cake : D


SU-GAR-MAN (:




the happy birthday girl (:



//END2:38 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

if i dont post now,
i think imma wont post in a long time.
hurhurrhurr.
i gotta stay back for maths proj and stuff tomorrow.
i managed to finish my chinese compo and bio ws alrdy :D

i havent even STARTED on my lit poem.
whooopdeeddoo.
i am superduper busy.
i havent been replying sms-es today. sorry ><
and i wont reply any i cant rmb who smsed. oops.

i think my korea group is quite okay.
mandy is devastated. as in devastated. :(
germ is blur as usual. but shes quite annoyed and went :" shit lah."
heehee. lucky me. lucky me though :D

mandy said something that made me feel super duper touched :"
dont worry ! if she dare want fight with you right, i will kill her ! dont worry, i will kill her for you ! im your knight in shining armor remember? : D"

not that i want mandy to kill desiree. but its so touching isnt it?!!?!??!
i love mandy pandy : D
shes my knight in shining armor !!!! lalalalalal~

and germ, how can we forget her?
no she hasnt said anything touching.
but shes my knight in feathered armor. cos shes a duck. heh.
not funny nvm.
so i asked them :" if you two are my knights, does that make me the princess? : D"

mandy: " no. youre the maid or servant or something. "

well, thank you mandy :D

//END9:21 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

ahmad see isn't online.
tut tut.

Project Red Herring needs her.
oh & pamela was a great contributer :D
lets thank her.
she risked her reputation :D
(kind of anyways)

lalallalal~

Project Red Herring.

zomg so exciting !
i told my mom about it.
"Im invovled in Project Red Herring, and im NOT going to tell you what its about ~ lalala~"
hehh :D
lalaalal~
no one will ever figure out our hidden agenda :D
lalalaaaa~

ps. my arm is working fine again ! yay :D

//END9:06 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

yay blogger is working fine again :D
i dont hate you anymore !

yay strings concert is next friday.
im going with pamela koh xin yi! as in dhstrings :D
yay i can see gloria, and darren tortoise, and meihui, andddddd nicoleypicoley whom i see every so often cos shes my cousin :D

i think we're getting nicoleypicoley a bouquet !
cos she looks so serious when she plays.
i shall have to get gloria my very pretty bestie a pretty thing :D
AND MY FAVOURITEEEE junior darren :D yayyyyyyyy~
yayyy im so happy. i get to see everyone !!! PLUSPLUS, pamela koh ! zomgzomg.
im going madddd :D

i had to have the life sucked out of me just now.
the blimmin blood test took so much blood out lah!
so scary.
i saw the needle and i got a shock. its like, its like, the syringe is HUGE.
immediately i turned away.
and then i didnt look all through.
and it was so scary.
my mom said :"why you so lousy wan."
xPPPPPPPPP
and dont know WHY, my blood was flowing VERY slowly out.
and they had to take SO much. =.="
my poor arm.
i refused to move it at all for hours.
my mom said i was so dramatic.
it was PAINFUL okay ! that jingrong say not pain. xPPPPPPPPP

yay i get to go for phantom of the opera this friday !!!
and we got super good seats ! yayyyy
finally~~~ :D ive waited for soooo long alrdy (:

and after korea trip, i get to go to japan !
yayyyy. my favourite place on earth :D
yay my fourth time to japan :DDD
i seriously need to go to east boy already.
yay i love east boy lalalal~

i have to go do photoshoping for im.
T-T yucks.

LUSHIKOH OUTING ON THE NINTH OF JUNE !

i shall have to start a countdown or something .

oh my knight in shining armor didnt come to school today.
my poor knight was sick.
and because i had no knight to save me,
i dropped my handphone, i dropped my gc TWICE, i nearly dropped all my files.
=.="
yay my knight in shining armor is coming to school tomorrow.
germaine QUACK refuses to do US any favours.
so i said :" can you please help me? *pause* can you please help me?"
quack:" good you learning to say 'ME' " , then she helped us. :D
me :" i said can you help me TWICE, for two of US :D"
too late(:

i shall remind my knight in shining armor - AHMAD SEE, (she knighted herself), to carry out her very important task. PROJECT RED HERRING !

zomgzomg so exciting ! it sounds so cool right :D
PROJECT RED HERRING.
whooohoo.

//END8:56 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

ZOMG! MY ENTIRE POST IS GONE !
I TYPED SO MUCH !
ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG !

i hate you blogger !
i hate you !!!!!!!!

tut tut.
i shall just type a little of it again : D

I MISS GERLUOLEEYUH AND BOOBBBB !

and illegal picnics.

i was watching the videos we made during break.
and super duper boob with the super duper good video editing skills : D
and all the stupid things we do, and our analogy of E=MC2. eetuo's meals = macdonald's chips squared. and i said a lot alot of crap and said it as if i was actually correct x)
i laughed like crazy until i started crying.
heehee
i miss sitting right smack in between gerluo and boob.
and watching kiayi at the other corner of class eating pocky and pretz right under the teacher's nose and not getting caught.
and ronghui's blurness.
and zhenzhou's "o_O" look everytime we talk to him.
and the annoying hairymonster with her very annoying voice.
and lin ah mao our pet cat : D

wheeeee
holidays are coming so i can see gerluo !! and i shall look for my boobish brother : D

tml got napfa five items i think =S
yucks i hate shuttle run and long jump =(
sit and reach is nice :DDDDDD
lalallalalallalaallalalalal

//END8:24 PM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

i want to play bass.
but you see,
when i hold my guitar,
it looks huge on me.
when paul holds the guitar,
it looks miniature on him.
so people like HIM or ahmad squash (the real ahmad, not amanda see),
can play BASS !
but paul doesnt play bass. i think. at least he didnt last time i spoke to him. which was what, 10 million years ago.
hes too caught up in his own life to talk to me anymore xP
and weiping can play drums.
cos you can see him.
if i sit at the drumset,
i'll be completely hidden cos im too short.
soooo many things i cant do because of my size.
why am i so short ?!
HUH?!

xP
i was playing my guitar just now.
i havent plugged it into the amp for like, 2 months i think =S
or possibly more.
AND I SOUND LIKE CRAP NOW !
grarr.
its so upsetting.
its like, suddenly i cant even play my scales fast anymore.
i shall blame it on the fact that im short of a very important E string which i still havent changed since it broke more than a month ago :D
because i have no e string, i cant play the entire scale resulting in my not being able to play fast cos im not used to playing a scale with a few notes short.
woohoo !
i need my E string :D

and i want a gibson !!!!!
i want it, i wanttttt it~
but because i dont practice i cant ask for another electric guitar right? =(
so i shall have to practice more :D

parent teacher meaning, my mom didnt meet any teachers.
she listened to the principal's speech,
then we left :D
sat next to mandy pandy !
i looove her dad's hair.
its like, so cool !!!!
and we laughed at all kinds of things.
her brother is so funny.
my mom said about someone we all dont like(its an ADULT ! *hint hint*) :" i think hes a homosexual."
amanda's brother said about the same person :" WHAT IS THAT GAY CLOWN DOING?!"
haahahaahaha x)

i shall go have my coffee now :D
TEABREAK, COFFEEBREAK! yayyy~

//END2:52 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERLE !!!

i think perle is superduperuber cute :DDDD

wheeee(:

grarrr.
laoshi wants me to wear a LONG SKIRT tomorrow.
i didnt know he wanted LONG as in seriously LONG?
so i brought him my guess mini that was considerably long (compared to the rest of the skirts i have)
and lao shi was like:
OMG ! THATS THE SAME LENGTH AS THE SKIRT YOU'RE WEARING NOW ! no its too short ! ( i was wearing uniform)
and i was like : no its longer ! im so sure its longer !
laoshi: CANNOT !!!!
me: OH PLEASEE i dont have any LONG WHITE SKIRTS ! erlack i dont wear stuff like that!
laoshi: okay fine you go and try it on let me see.
[so i did..]
laoshi: WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BTWN YOUR UNIFORM AND THAT?!
me: THERE IS ! zomg i dont have a LONG WHITE SKIRT then !
laoshi: you wanna wear black pants then?
me: OKAY !
laoshi: of course not. you'll be dressed like a boy then.

so i have to wear my mom's skirt. its too big for me. i can pulll it off without unzipping =.="
and my mom was shocked that he didnt allow me to wear my skirt cos she knows its one of the longest i have. so she was there then she asked him ! and he was like: its a formal concert !!! must look like chu4 nu3 (virgin. zomg so stupid luh !)
my mom : but these days no one wears long white skirts anymore !
laoshi: okay then next time you suggest then all the girls shall wear miniskirts
my mom: yes good idea
laoshi: then what shall the boys wear? hmm whats in fashion for the boys now huh? OH ! they shall all be in swimming trunks then (:

HAHAHAHAHA
LIU ZHENG IN SWIMMING TRUNKS?
HAHAHHAHAAHAHH THAT'LL SERVE HIM RIGHT !
HAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHA
he told me i had bad fashion sense cos i wore a denim mini to a concert. and what was he wearing? a TUXEDO.
swimming trunks.
ahahhahahhahahhahahahahahhahahaaha
yes his legs are like two tree trunks anyway.
hahahhaahhaha i amuse myself. zomg zomgzomg. ahhahaahha
wheeheee.

swimming trunks.
zomg, i cant get over it.
swimming trunks.
eddie woo in swimming trunks.
hahahaha yimmy and i will totally die of laughter.
ahahhahaahahaahhahaaha.
AND LAOSHI'S BOY students are all totally unfit and super like, super fair and geekish and the sorts? hahaahhah in swimming trunks.
hahhahahahhahahahhaaah

ohmygosh.
i shant be mean anymore :D
im going off to make sessy's card for tomorrow !(:

//END8:28 PM

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

achh.
stupid blogger is still being stupid ):
its horrible to post like that !

me: can you please help us hold this?
germ: i'll help YOU hold it. not 'us' !

im so used to referring to myself as us.
there are TWO sulins.
one you can see,
and the other you cant see,
:D
we talk to each other you know,
but sometimes one of us stays REALLY quiet.
and the one you can see,
forgets all about the other one.
and this other one gets a bit upset.
and then it gets emo, and starts telling the sulin you can see, stupid things.
there are TWO of us.
not three, not one. TWO !
two lalalalalla~

i seem deranged huh :D
heeehhhh

art club yesterday was fuuuuuunnnnn
lalala(:

today was A DOUBLE SUPER GOOD DAY :D
& we missed chinese,
& we got to stay in OUR OWN CLASS, during IH option :D
& the only lessons we had were BIO& MATH
& i got to go home quite early :D
&&&&&& other stuff :D

oh theres elective tomorrow.
i wonder what time it'll end after civics.
grarr.
I WISSH I COULD GO FOR OFF CENTER ):
so unfair.
so unfair.
lao shi and his silly concert at VCH,
xP
lavan's buying my ticket from me.
): but i want to gooooo ):
i wish lao shi would let me not play ):
AHA ! lets blame it on yimmy :D
and it isnt really yimmy's fault so lets blame it on dunman high !
for organising their sec3 camp on laoshi's concert.
so yimmy cant perform
if yim performed, im sure lao shi will be nicer and let me off and not perform.
xPPP
crap.
OH the kanon SUCKED.
its like, its like. i have never heard kanon sounding worse than this !
ohmygosh !
it was horrible T-T
i heard it during rehearsal on sunday.
its like.
its like, people's bowings are all messed up.
and and and, the cellos are TOTALLY out of tune cos the little kids are smaller than their cellos, cos theyre like. like 7? and they look so sad ):
achh.

i shall continue watching diary of fall out boy to cheer myself up again :D
PETEE ! <3

//END6:07 PM

Monday, May 7, 2007

ERLACKKKKKK-
stupid blogger.
GRRARR.

but i shall still post pictures,
cos if not they'll be outdated ):

ohohoh.
theres art club again tomorrow.
lalala means dinner w/ germ and ahmad see.
heeehee.

i suddenly remembered something funny pamela koh said to me a few months ago
:" SU SINCE WHEN WERE YOU INTO JOCKS?!"
heheeh. now i think about it i find it so amusing.
lalalaaa~
i dont blame her,
geeks are so adorable. and oh yes we loove tezuka. lalala~
so adorable
all geekish& sorts. wheehee.
bespectacled geek. skinny, lanky, tall. whoohoo.
nvm =.=

here are the pictures of friday ! (oh& the cupcake i baked for tan a lo-ong time ago :D )


cupcake !!! :DDDD (until louis shook my little creation and it died ): )


our dear beng :D


a very blur kailiang ^^


asyraf& willie ^^


yiwen& timo looking like an aunty.
wheehee (:


kailiang w/ our favourite beng who's disfigured. oops x)
funny picture :D


the only 2 girls - ME&MANDYpandy !!! :D

im PETE-CRAZY all over again.
i have no idea why.
lalalalala.
PETE PETE PETEE !!!!!
only he can pull of the pete face :D
pete face pete face i love the pete face.
oh ashlee simpson is such a lucky cow ):
last i heard,
HE HAS AN ELECTRIC TOOTHBRUSH IN HER HOUSE, along with ALOT OF HIS CLOTHES& PERSONAL STUFF.
gosh.
goshhhhhhhhh-

early in the morning i called germ and mandy over.
and went :" i show you my phone wallpaper !! :DDD!"
& i knew they were expecting something else like my previous wallpaper i was so excited about.
i said :" MY ONE TRUE LOVE !"
then i showed them pete as my wallpaper.
ahahhahahaahhaha
and they were like O_O, =.="
then i did it again in the hall.
and mandy went :" ARE YOU SURE?"
me: yes!
mandy: OH KWAN WEI'S MY ONE TRUE LOVE !
me: are you sure?!
mandy : NO!!!

hehe.
okay nevermind.
lalalala~ pete pete pete
but hes aging.
oops.

//END8:25 PM

Sunday, May 6, 2007

i dont know what is wrong with smelly blogger.

xP

it wont let me upload pics.
and this whole thing is so messy.
erlack i donno what is wrong.
like their coding went super wrong or summat.

xS

friday:
school was rather uneventful
but good in a way~
so peaceful :D
then went for SPIDEY 3
w/ mandy, timo, asyraf, yiwen, willie, kailiang, jr.
kailiang and jr were like late for the movie lolll.
spidey was nice.
yim is like so weird luh.
she said it wasnt good.

ZOMG i just realised i cant add colour and bold/italic/underline my stuff without having to type out the code.
the stupid buttons are not working.
erlack i dont want to post anymore.
i shall post tml.
gosh.

OHOHOH
i got my jappie mags today !
whoohoo theyre finally in !

//END8:26 PM

Thursday, May 3, 2007

i am very pleased with the wallpaper on my phone.
hurhurhur.
shall show it to germ& ahmad tml.
(nono, she isnt amanda see, shes AHMAD. uhuh uhuh xD)
zomg i have to stop with the "you're mandy right?" thing.
im going crazy.
i think its so cute. heh.
LALALALA~

i was browsing friendster.
and i saw this PARTICULAR TESTIMONIAL.
THAT SET ME OFF.
zomg, its so exasperating
i cant do anything about it.
GRAARRRRRRRR

okay okay,
i shall calm down.
take deeeeep breaths...

patience.
patience.
patience is the key...
i have a looong loong looooooooonnnnng time to live...
patience.
patience.


GRARRRR.


tomorrow watching spidey3 with
erm.
yiwen, willie, mandy, asyraf?, jr ie. KEN(heh),
and then i dont know who else.
anyways.
yay its friday tomorrow.
thank god for weekends.
i'll die without them

//END8:23 PM

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

umar didnt tell me that there was no more video thingy today.
i asked him in the morning if we were staying in school all through.
he nodded his head and said yeah.
=.="
after civics i went to v13 and was like ??? o_O?
there was no one !
luckily kailiang came sauntering over.
and he told me that the lead asyraf couldnt make it
so it was cancelled.
=.=" zomg luh ! umar could have at least had the decency to tell me...

anyway,
so i went to parkway to meet my mom.
she was getting my phone.
whooohoo.
now i have the brown cybershot k800i :D

in school i was like totally falling asleep.
cos last night i lay awake in bed.
thinking& thinking& thinking& thinking.
i just couldnt fall asleep.
thinking about so many things.
the heartwarming times,
versus all those lies.
it was so long ago,
i dont know why i still think about it.
i dont know why its still sitting there at the back of my head.
i dont know why i bother reliving it over and over again.
i dont know why i try remembering how i felt.
i dont know why i keep thinking about all those "What Ifs"
what if i did this? what if i said that? what if i gave in? what if you compromised? what if we were both less self centered and gave more?
i dont dont dont dont dont know why i still care at all.
not like it matters anymore.

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i have violin class tomorrow.
cos its stupid smelly thursday.
AND, i wanted to practice my violin.

my mother always complains that i dont practice my violin at all.

but when i want to practice,
shes watching her hongkong dramas on ch55.
(which have replays tomorrow, )
and when i want to practice
she will say
"im watching tv, you dont practice now."
and she watches tv from after dinner time straight through the rest of the evening - night.

i have violin class tomorrow,
i have school tomorrow.
so when am i supposed to practice?
HELLLOOOO????
and i bet tomorrow shes gonna make a fuss
that i never practice.

and laoshi is going to make a face
tell me i cant slack with my diminished sevenths and scales anymore.
complain about me not playing the running notes in the concert piece clearly enough.
that i get all the notes right for my exam pieces but dont care about the sound.
=.="

oh whatever.
i dont like my violin.
it sounds funny.
yes blame it on the violin.
i want a new violin.
i dont know why laoshi seems to think my violin is such a good violin.
i shall tell him he can go sell it for me since he thinks it can fetch so much.
bleagh.
oh i feel sorry for my pinky.
it still isnt straight.

lalalalalallala.

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

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