Friday, June 22, 2007

i dont know why i dont feel happy ):

im not feeling EMO, cos i dont like to say im feeling EMO cos its so...
i dont know i dont like saying :" im feeling emo." its so, it sounds kinda wrooonng,
it sounds poser-ish.
i dont know.
must be cos ive been seeing gerluo that reminded me of all the posershit.
:D
& i suppose im feeling UNHAPPY because my dear bestie has left my house already~
lalala.
she came again today (:
she came last night, couldn't stay, so she stayed till close to 11pm then came again today. ahaha x)

gerluo came and we talked about stuff and we looked at 2i class photos and all those familiar faces made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside and i miss 2i'06 so much ):

even HAIRYMONSTER& history. oh i heard History has become some feminine creature, so strange i swear. its so strannnngeeee.
): & most of all i miss my picnics with gerluo. ohmygod the thought of the picnics make me feel so sadddddddd.

PICNICS IN CLASS EVERYDAYYYY.

and now i cant eat in class. and i dont want to eat in class cos its no fun and so easy to get caught.
other than candy that is. candy is a must : D

oh im talking to deardear pamela now

♣ パメラ says:
mmm. nvm you have us (: even though we arent always hanging out, you know you have people around to rely on^^

so sweet zomg i loveeeeee them : D
i wonder what has happened to my little hilly ): who bully her and made her SO SKINNY i dont know. smack that person. >=( my poor hilly. GRRR. she's so super duper smart nobody can beat her, i hope she isnt stressed out anymore ):

anyway, i got to do project k tomorrow.
im not upset about it cos i find doing project k very fun. heh.
i shall bring my ds so lucas can play Pony Friends.
hes super good at it. hahaa.
i hope we get SOMETHING done tomorrow.
better bring the Hanbok clad barbie and errr. Ken.

its so nice to talk to gerluoleeyuh.
so fun to spy on all those people we used to spy on.
and a few men who wish they were girls =.="
there's this guy, who's a GUY, in a VJ girl's uniform.
zomg i laughed like maddd when gerluo showed me that person's friendster.
its so scaryyyyyyy.
he cosplays, all that lolita crap, cross dressing is fine for cosplay as gerluo says, BUT VJ GIRL'S UNIFORM ON A MAN?! what is wrong with him zomg.

OH, and told gerluo all about the bitching one and everything else~
and she told me all about the annoying ones and everyone else.
fixed half a stitch puzzle together and reminisced about picnic times.
ahhh, what i'd give to be in sec 2 again.
mad at the teachers, dying to burn down the school,
but at least i had everyone by my side,
a proper, good, nice, brilliant cca to go to.
even though me and gerluo would do all kinds of weird tricks and things just to skip one practice.
somehow i still kinda felt like i did belong, after being in it for two years i guess~
but i dont want to go back to dunman high now. i still hate so many things about it, and even if i go back 2i can never be 2i again. and it'd be so much worse. im still glad i left ^^ lalalalaa~
cos if i didnt i wouldnt know MANDY PANDY DANDY and everyone else (:

i shall go talk on msn again.
erlacckkkk.
long post long post. bleach boring.
noone's going to be able to bring themselves to read that chunk of words anyway.
lalalaaa


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