Friday, July 6, 2007
without weekends; the space and time away,
for me to clear my head, of thoughts that cloud my mind.
that jam up my thinking processes.
that make me so silly, so vulnerable to their little traps and ploys.
but it's all okay now.
i just needed, this time away from their constant buzzing.
for everything,
to be icy clear again,
just the way, exactly, how it was supposed to be.
that must have been rather strange and confusing.
but oh well : D
its so easy to forget what goes in your blog and what goes in your diary.
but its okay, ive got a much more elaborated version of that in my own secret diary.
anyway, its not anything i dont understand,
since its my own screwed up brain.
all in all, i think im a very happy person.
i dont always think happy thoughts; but sometimes,
one happy, icy clear thought, makes all those angry thoughts,
dissipate.
lalallalalaaaaa~
i cant wait to see my pretty lushikoh girls : D
i miss them miss them miss them miss them.
hm, lushikoh outings give me the best memories.
ever : D
oh thank god its saturday tomorrow.
SAT-UR-DDAAAAAYYYYYYYY;
who doesnt LOVE saturdays?
i can do WHAT-E-VER i like on SAT-UR-DAYS : D
s-a-t-u-r-d-a-y!
SATURDAY ! LOL!
im going mad, oh its so lovely.
project k was today.
i was dressed in a hoobok looking like a clown,
but i guess it paid off,
we got quite a few tokens.
ten apparently ; D
i wonder, if we will manage a third prize?
or maybe, something better.
if thats, actually possible.
but oh well, better to be optimistic : D
im going to read the superguide for Trace Memory,
im stuck, stuck and wondering what to do, what is up,
with the painting of angels drumming.