Friday, October 26, 2007
ohmygod, some tags are a little old and i havent replied; i'll reply the recent ones ! :D cos i read them all too ~! :D & i combined the replies to the different tags from the same people in one to the same person :D
replies to tags :
turnip: the twilight series is a series of books, about vampires& teenage romance!& IM NOT WEIRD! YOU ARE WEIRD ! you weirdo who doesnt know what JIMMY CHOO SHOES ARE !
yyiwen: the series consists of 3 books so far... its twilight then NEW MOON then eclipse.
thaiyong: trust me, im PSYCHIC! i dont get why you just dont GET THAT ! & YAY i chose philo too! see im such a nice girl :D & of course you arent gay, you're a girl (: remember? :D
timo: yup! i like the yellowcard songs cos they got electric violin!
gabriel: electric violins !
joel: HI YEEEEE ! hahaha you cant be YEE-Y cos it sounds the same as YEE-E ! yup ! lets go with YIMMY ! yay so funnnnnnn!!! ask yimmy, i'll see her tomorrow. or youuuu can ask her since you two talk SOOO often hmmm? : D yimmy will kill me if i told you about the dream i had. ahahhahahhaha.
boob: HELLO BRUDDER !
i have a literature seminar tomorrow !
i hope and pray sharlene the naughty lazy girl will turn up!
she's thinking of ponning !
& we're the only two who chose the same thing as first choice !
that veryvery naughty girl better turn uppppp.
so i have to reach school at 7.30 tomorrow,
maybe i shouldnt have agreed to go.
goshhhhh.
anyway its my mom's cousin's wedding tomorrow so i'll be going with yimmy tomorrow evening!
yayyyy.
helmsman week is over.
my group was like second for our category so we got nothing.
what a waste,
if id known earlier i wouldnt bother doing anything about it,
save myself the bother.
its like you get NOTHING.
bah.
so what if we got into the finals ! pffffft.
and we were like a three man show.
goshhhhhh.
oh this holiday looks like its gonna be reaaaaally busy !
we have PSL training& then OGL training !
im quite glad though,
now me& des can do all the mass dances in the world !
as much as much as we like!& play& play& play !
yayyyyyyyyy !
oh went with pamela to visit hilly just now after school.
went home first to shower though,
poor hilly's been warded,
undernourished.
shes being discharged but shes gotta go back to stay for like a week cos she needs to undergo some programme to get her eating habits RIGHT.
have lunch with doctors and the nurses force her to finish up allll her food.
tsktsktsktsk.
so me and pam brought her stuff.
i brought her fruits& pam brought her some breakfast bars or something.
then we had delifrance at SGH, and the delifrance was like PATHETIC,
they were like sold-out of EVERYTHING.
the only filling left for the croissant was TUNA MAYO,
so i had NO choice, & they actually ran out of potato gratin so pam had to take baked potato with tuna filling cos that was the only filling left. =.= GEEZ.
it was like SIX THIRTY PM?!
anyway, okay i want to go offline to read my book.
i cant believe i have to wake up early like TOMORROW.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
If I could then I'd,
Shrink the world tonight,
So that I would find,
You and me inside.
after i pass my grade8 violin exam i'm going to pick up the electric violin.
i love the sound.
it's so, how do i say,
argh, its annoying when i have to pause to think of words to express myself.
went with andrea,ty& kompol for lunch& kino.
it was fun, well of course it was fun.
i'd do this every other saturday if i could,
how nice.
i bought lots of books again.
i feel like devouring all the stories,
you know, eat them allll up& store them up inside me.
sometimes i wonder if this is a form of escapism,
but i have nothing to escape from,
so i guess, its nothing like that.
i have this obsession with vampires.
annndd, i like the twilight series because i like vampires,
not, ' i like vampires because i like the twilight series'.
vampires; its strange how they intrigue me when im scared to within an inch of my life when i see blood.
you know how you always wish you could fall asleep and have a dream where you had exactly what you wanted that you couldnt have in reality?
i hate those dreams.
and i had one last night.
its like you wake up and all of a sudden you feel so darn cheated !
whats worse was that i didnt even "know" how badly i wanted it.
it was in my subconscious mind, something i could just push to the back, put it on hold, not think about it, ignore it, deem it insignificant.
and i just HADDDDD to dream.
you know?
its like, the dream GIVES it to you,
literally saying "here, take it, its all yours, now its yours, dont you wish you'd have it forever? all your life? yes this is perfect, keep it, hold on to it, guard it with your life and dont freaking let go"
and then your mother comes and wakes you up and the illusion dissipates into thin air.
ARGH.
i hate that !
you dont even know how good it feels until you lose it all !
i NEVER had to feel like that !
i never had to feel so happy, so protective, so blissful!
i never did !
stupid dream.
YOU STUPID DREAM.
it woke up a longing in me.
its like the Longing was asleep,
asleep, benign, and now its a freaking malignant monster !
taunting& teasing me !
telling me " oh no, what do you do when you want it but cant have it? its not something you can buy, its not within your control," and then evil laughter.
this is called Evil mannnn.
E-V-I-L !
even though essentially it was something i conjured up...
well it was very nice... maybe i should learn to sleep forever when i have such dreams.
yes that'd be good.
but nahhh, des would miss me now wont you ?: DDDD
Friday, October 19, 2007
i seem to tire rather easily.
i'm always sleepy, & the sun makes me all the more lethargic.
its so sunny these days, i wonder whats happening,
the weather's so extreme.
one moment the gravel looks ready to bubble& the next it starts to pour.
geez.
oh all our papers have been returned.
i feel rather apathetic.
wonder why.
no maybe i dont wonder why.
they all seem rather insignificant.
well it IS the end of the school year you see.
wuthering heights was nice afterall,
but not as good as i expected it.
not tragic enough.
i can't relate to catherine or heathcliff or cathy or linton, maybe edgar though.
but otherwise, they all seem too distant for me to feel much.
but maybe its just me.
ms toh's leaving next year,
i hope our CT is ms ong.
oh i hope& i pray its ms ong !
please let it be ms ong.
that'd be brilliant :DDDD
went to KFC with des& kobbles.
jobbles had to go see the doctor.
kenneth bought BK and brought it to KFC,
i bought fries from macs to bring it to KFC,
lol and we were joking about mass culture etc.
geeeeez.
im psychic.
but people dont seem to believe me.
i wonder whyy,
when its so clear i AM psychic.
thaiyong how on earth do you think i'd be able to see your every movement when you were walking to the library?
when there was nowhere within close enough range for me to see such details?
and IF i was indeed hiding somewhere wouldnt you be able to see me if i could see you?
im psychic luh.
and kobbles you too.
i get VISIONS.LOL.
pffft.
i got a bleach ds game.
how lovely :D
i wonder what i shall do.
i bet des is playing her silly gunbound again.
theres some halloween event& jobbles& her are freaking out.
tsktsk.
i love my luminous arc, its tres entertaining.
YAY tomorrow going out with ANDREA& THAIYONG& KOMPOL!
for lunch& kinokuniya.
ohmaaaaan :DDDD
boooookklovers :D
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
oh monday was so tiring.i was exhaaaaaausted.
i was walking about from before 10am.
annnd i stopped walking at about 9pm.
now thats ALOT of walking (and a few taxi& mrt rides around) :D
but at least we had some fun !
:DDDD
me& andrea ! :D
andrea&rachel&me ! :DDDDDDDD
we were supposed to be buying stuff for the prom goodybags.
but there were so much halloween stuff on sale !
loveeeeely :D
i wanted to get the fake blood.
i found it tres amusant.
honestly. fake blood in a tube to smear all over yourself on halloween :D
how fun !
& vampire teeth ! oooooh the coveted vampies how i love you :D
and we got this 36" balloon.
yes its THIRTY SIX INCHES.
its humongous, ahahhaha.
so we're getting back papers.
soooo many papers.
after school i said to my mom
:"well you see the GOOD NEWS IS, i PASSED math!"
"and well you see theres bad news too, i got 50 ! ahhahahahahhahhhaahahah."
mom:"ahahha& you were wondering how to tell me werent you! "
and then we forgot alll about it.
tsktsktsk. i got 17 for my GC paper so do the works and you'll find i failed my paper 2.
my heart was in pieces cos i lost more than 10 marks due to carelessness.
so i spent my time reading wuthering heights instead of listening to the teachers explain.
not like they'll come up with the same questions again anyway(:
mom :"you're ALWAYYYYYYYS so careless. its okay so long as you know your work"
see? its good to have a good mom man.
:DDDDDDDD
thaiyong is so smug that he beat me by one mark.
tsktsktsk.
i beat him back in physics ! hah !
& chinese! ahahaaaahaahahahaha.
im a little upset that i havent read wuthering heights. its a classic !
zomg. i shall have to finish all the classics this holidays because they are classics !
i find heathcliff quite amusing.
he says such humorous stufff :D
oh we're getting back LA tml.
my deardeardear la,
i need to do well in a little something now eh.
lalalaalalalaa i shall pray veryextremely hard that i do well since its the only thing i look forward to.
desiree is a genius.
i cant fathom how on earth she gets such high marks !
its amazing luh.
she studies like only half as much as the AVERAGE ip student.
im not even referring to those psycho life-less muggers; but on average!
tsktsktsk.
its relatively demoralising sitting next to her when we get back our papers.
but shes my best friend so its more than okay : D
it makes me all happy to see her get such high marks :D
YAY saturday is kino-day again i think.
this thaiyong still isnt online& i feel like going off soon.
tsktsktsk.
have to wait cos i want to save my smses.
&2i class chalet is burning a hole in my pocket. its $20+ bring-food-like-big-bags-of-chips & im only going for the bbq! im not even staying over cos of symposium& welcome tea etc ! geeeeez !kiayi gave me a right scare calling me all of a sudden just now.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
mouse guard !
its MINE! ALLLL mine !hahahha i got it yesterday and i swear it is tres adorable!
in the end since kundan couldnt go with me&ty we asked cedric along !
thaiyong bought some gruesome looking graphic novel& i got my mouseguard& cedric got his squishy pen. held on to it allll the time and then he started to sniff the squishy part& realised there was a GRAPE scent. then he couldnt stop sniffing it either :DDD
& we were looking at "101 ways to murder your boss"
& we were somehow VERY late.
got to andrea's house at 4pm.
eheh.
we passed our stop on the train.
happens every time i take the mrt with cedric luh !
sure pass the stop. or go wrong direction or something. tsktsktsk.
so we had to take it back.
& ANDREA'S DOG IS TRESTRESTRES ADORABLE !!!!
SHE is a mini schnauzer like my harry too : D
but she's a girl and she's SUCH a good girl !
she just lies down beside you and lets you pat her.
(unlike my hyperactive harry)
so unfair! i love her buffy !
she's SUCH a good girl zomg !
andddd she never had training.
tsktsktsktsktsk.
oh anyway yesterday was such a veryhappyday :D
& tml will be too!
out with rachel(tang) & hilly dear !
then after lunch i'll go meet the prom comm to look for our goodies : D
and we'll have dinner together!
ohsweeet :DDDD
these are such busy but oh so happy days :D
OHits dinner time !
& reply to yazzie's tag we're meeting at city hall at 3pm tml !
ps. PLEASE TRY TO CALL ME IF YOU NEED TO CONTACT ME.
MY SMSES ARE GONE.
ALL GONE.
Friday, October 12, 2007
MY FAVOURITE PICTURE OF THE DAY !
IN A STICH-Y SORT OF WAY !
that was incredibly lame, but I LIKKKKEEEE it. ahahha(:
ahhahah.
im a very happy girl now.
because i think im such a lucky girl !
i must be thankful for everything that i have.
i'll be a pig if i still sulk and ask for more&more&more.
i spent last night thinking,
and remembering the bits i read in my mom's Osho book; something about joy and jealousy and all kinds of other things i cant really remember.
i only remember the "turning negative energy into positive energy"
predictable, unoriginal, boring, and while its some big hoohaa for them i find it a bore and such a shame.
at yoshinoya (AGAIN ZOMG T_T),
i gave my 'speech' (or so i'd like to think of it that way)
and kennether said :"yes, desiree listen, those are wise words"
HAHAHAHAHA.
thank you kennether i know im very wise.
anyway, yeah.
easier for me than for you i guess.
cos im busier with other things and i can choose to care and i can choose to ignore when it comes to such things.
honestly, its getting monotonous and REALLY, i have millions of better ways to spend my time than be a petty teeny-bopper and continue this silly thing that is going no-where.
im not going to dislike because it requires precious energy !
sweetheart dubby be indifferent kay?
trust me this will work.
kennether said IM WISE OKAY.
WISE!
AND, i can shoot basketballs better than you can!!!
ahahahahahhahahahah me and kobbles beat you and jobbles !
im a happy girl now!
its such an exaggeration but I FEEL ENLIGHTENED !
by my mom and des' mom. great moms think alike ! : D
i shall pledge to be indifferent from this day on !
i will not frown and try to justify myself, instead i will laugh :D
becayse its so silly and immature.
i may be childish in the "I LOVE HELLO KITTY& CINAMOROLL& SUGARBUNNIES& STITCH& MARIE& MINNIE!" way but i wont be childish in this way.
: DDDDDDDDD
oh yea, des if you have too much energy, train your houseelf luh !
he is quite disobedient.
AND for pete's sake he orders YOU around.
hes your houseelf luh !!! gee.
you must make him like jobbles.
"BANG YOUR HEAD ON THE WALL!"
: DDDDDDDDD
and just for the record, IM NOT SWITCHING ELVES WITH YOU!
no way okay ! mine is TRAINED. train yours yourself !
start with making him wear a pillowcase : D
going to andrea's house tomorrow.
ohgod its SOOOOOOO far T_____T
meeting ty at taka first.
so i can get my mouseguard from kino!
dont know what (s)HE wants to go there for !
sally was SUPPOSED to go !
but he has guests.
oh i hope i get home before dinner T_____T
pleeeease.
now i have to go bug people to get photos (:
or rachel will murder me.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
yay me and des are psls !sweetheart i love you!
yay(: im so glad we're both in.
it'd have been disastrous if one of us got in and the other didnt(:
love you!
god knows why you arent online now.
but ive got something that would make you happy and laugh like crazy.
hahahahaha.
i was down in the doldrums and now my mood is back up again.
ahaha.
im depressed that cedric and amos didnt get to be psls T___T
i always worry for me and des and i thought theyd get in for sure.
grarrrrrr.
im supposed to be ecstatic and celebrating but its made me unhappy !
):
UNHAPPY! gosh can you believe it? i wanted this so badly !
anyway, i was depressed till 15 minutes ago.
and i didnt want to post till 15 minutes ago when some silly people decided to make my day.
(no doubt accidentally, through a pathetic failed attempt at god knows what; getting attention?)
anyway, des is smart. incredibly smart. and being smart is not something you can LEARN you know?yeah the world is freaking unfair and wallowing in selfpity isnt going to get you very far(:
its good to have brains, and she has a darn better figure than you! ahahhahahaha. i laugh even though her figure is tons better than mine. but still, I LOVE HER so its okay : D cos shes my lovelylovelyBRILLIANTbestfriend : D ahahahaha. they are so sore dubby dear, so sore. ahahahahha.
im very thankful that at least when im upset my grammer goes haywire but i can still manage to use decent words instead of cussing all the time.
its tres unladylike you know?
why do you have to cuss?
geez.
its hairraising and annoying.
and if you use it too much the word loses its impact.
tsktsktsk.
i shall shut my trap now.
cant ramble too much now can we?
ANYWAY,
OUT WITH KENNETHER AND JR TOMORROW !
yayyums.
where are we going again?
we went out yesterday WITHOUT kennether because he ponned school.
CHEAT MY FEELINGS !
ahahaa. des:"go on cheat more of her feelings, EVERYONE "cheats her feelings", she has too much feelings, cheat more".
tsktsktsk.
yay its the four of us tomorrow !
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
cedric and amos all your faults ! ):
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
im bringing my ds tml!
and kennether is bringing his psp.
cos its trestrestres boring !
hahahahhaha everyone is sunburnt and in pain.
YOU SEE?
YOU SEE?
SUNBLOCK.
do you people who laugh at my sunblock think sunblock was invented for nothing!?
aha!
it is USEFUL my dears.
VERY useful.
i havent turned a shade darker.
nuh-uh i havent !:D
ahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
sunblock is useful.
now you know huh.
now you know.
dubby dear,
we're happy people!!
we're happy carefree people!
I LOVE YOU DUBBY DEAR!
and you have ME and i have YOU so lets be happy kay?
every 60 seconds of frowning is a minute of happiness we'll never ever get back!
so lets be happy ALL the time!
WHEE ARCADE TOMORROW.
i bet u i'll beat u even though i suck at racing cos youre worse.
HAHAHA.
LOVEEEE(:
now i have to go design the poster T___T
Monday, October 8, 2007
EOYS ARE OVERRDYDOVERDY OVER!!yayyums !
double yayyums !
triple yayyums!
quadruple yayums!
and the list goes on.
we're liberated!
ive never felt so happy about the end of exams in my ENTIRE LIFE!
cos i actually studied !!!!!!!
I DID !
i started only a littlelittle less than a week before exams okay !
thats a great improvement !
and since i put in effort this time, it feels like yay im free!
yay !im so proud of me and dubby dear!! : DDDDDDD
went to watch balls of fury with dubby, jr, and kennether.
:D was fun! then marcus came to join us :DDD
and we took neoprints together and shared a huge bag of popcorn !
and jr and kennether know all the nicknames now !
jr is MUCH better at getting the nicknames.
must be cos hes observant !:D
cos he can even give the accurate reasons :DDDDDD
ahahahhahah.
and kennether is blur.
&yoshinoya's chilli powder is so unspicy xP
completely unspicy !
i didnt know you could ask for gravy, des is amazing luh.
ahahha.
but today was a SUPER fun day! lalalala~
LOVEEEEEEE.
ohmygosh,
i love my dubby luh !
YAY HUGG :D
cos great minds think alike :DDDDDDD