Friday, November 30, 2007

and i swear that jingrong is the best best best best best best best best best absolute best house-elf-cum-friend anyone could have,
when im down in the dumps worrying my head off,
he can point out things i never noticed,lift my spirits and make me smile all over again(:

thankyou jobbles(:

and des,
your attempts are seriously funny.
ahhaaha.
thankyou too.
&I LOVEEEEE YOU !(:
and i want it to last for you for as long as you want.
for like reallyreallyreally long,
and i wanna see that CORNYCORNYCORNY smile on your face when you stare at your phone cos its so darn amusing yet sweet nonetheless.

man what would i do without you guys?

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im upset when i should be ecstatic,

its only when you have nothing that youre thankful for every single tiny minute step you make,
and when you're this far up, so much further from the pathetic place you started off from,
theres just so so so so so so much more to lose.
maybe its just im so lucky i cant believe it so im finding excuses for myself to get back to reality.

yeah if only if it were that easy.
maybe it is.
maybe.
i hope.

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Thursday, November 29, 2007

i havent posted in so long again !
im actually posting today cos i dont think i'll be posting in a REALLYREALLY long time.
heh.

ohmy i'm tired !
been going out every single day since saturday.
its thursday today.
ive watched two movies this week :D
stardust & enchanted !
oh gosh i swear i REALLY love enchanted !
its SO GOOD !
its like REALLY GOOD.
to me anyway(:
i could watch it again !

oh its been a haaaaappy day today !

but i cant go out tomorrow,
cos SHERMYYYY's dad doesnt allow ):
oh man me des and hwee have been looking forward !!!
):
anyway our sugar&spice isnt in cinemas yet.
so thats OKAY.
is it over actually?
is it actually gone from the cinemas already?
cos if it is we've totally missed it! ):
i NEEED to watch it !

and, ive realised i actually LIKE salty popcorn !
its all buttery and lovely.
but sweet is really nice too.
ive always liked the sweet ones anyawy.

jlpt3 this sunday !
minna gambarima-----su !

私のゆめ中、
あなたと、ずっと、ずっと、一緒に。
あなたのとなりで、ずっとまちますね。
本当にずっと、ずっと。
好きだよ、
まじで大好きだよ。

i wish i could capture certain moments,
keep them in a magic bottle,
like the silver fluid harryp. and gang pour into the pensieve.
then i could keep all the happiest times of my life in labelled bottles,
pour them out when im emotionally needy
and relive them over and over and over again,
however many times i like.
over,
and over,
and over again.

i want to go learn electric violin with joelYEE and YIMMY !!!!!!
bah.
and oh i think im changing violin teacher ):
but i cant bear to part with laoshi,
hes so nice and cool and old.
you know,
like hes 76 but he took me and yimmy to STARBUCKS.
and hes oh man,
hes reallyreallyreally nice.
and he watched us grow up !
from when we were what four and a half? five?
hes just getting old ! and blur and forgetful and.
oh mannnn.
i'll THINK about it.
i'll think really hard.

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Friday, November 23, 2007

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

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Monday, November 19, 2007

i have been falsely accused by some blundering fools as a player.
when i've been so amazingly good this year ):
i havent even gone out alone with a single guy !
since people i dont know are tarnishing my reputation for god know's what reasons,
i shall have to clear my name by myself.
pffft.
what a chore.
anyway, dont go round spreading such lies okay?(:
thats called SLANDER.
spelt: s, l, a, n, d, e, r.
if santa didnt know any better and heard your nonsensical gibberish,
he'd think i havent been good this year (which is so obviously false) and not fill my stocking up.
and who'd be to blame?
yes you.
so now, if you think im overly friendly& think im trying to FLIRT
(see the absurdity of the matter aye? or maybe you dont, cos then you wont be saying such things.well see it now cos i make friends with girls&guys the same and unlike some people i dont identify the person's gender before deciding whether i want to be friends or not& thinking in that twisted manner. if someone's decent enough i'd be a friend so get that already.),
tell me& i'd gladly ignore you.
gee not everyone has raging hormones you know.
now we've got that settled, its over and done with so we shant talk about it ever again aye(:
HAPPY AGAIN! :DDDDD

we're done with that and...
CHRISTMAS IS COMING !:D
all those annual decorations in orchard road& the pretty huge tree in ngeeanncity are up !
i wanna go carolling with dhsse ! ):
but i cant aye, since im not in it anymore ):
stinks.
i wanna play kanon over&over again too and get lots&lots of money.
bah T-T

its the season of giving !
so here's my christmas wishlist : D
maybe santa has started viewing blogs too : D
no harm in putting up what i want aye ! :D

1. miumiu wallet !
2. ed hardy lowrise glitter sneakers !
3. ed hardy hoodie !
4. hot pink sony camera with smile shutter !
5. a library with more books than i could ever read all to myself ! (hints to paul since he promised me one if he becomes a famous rockstar one day, paul you better not forget! )
6. a personalised gibson !
7. iPhone !(one that can actually make calls in singapore)
8. 100k & 2 tickets to milan for me& my mom !
9. a brand new kitchen with brand new ovens big enough to bake 16 cupcakes at a shot.
10. a penthouse in tokyo (:

okay ! so 1,2,3,4,&9 are feasible.
so do the works ! &
thankyou santas and santarinas :D
merry (early) christmas all you lovely people out there ! :D

whats better than to cuddle up in a couch by the fire, sitting snugly with a mug of hot chocolate and a good book when its snowing outside? :D
nothing, but pity it doesnt snow here.
only slush.
no it isnt even slush.
its stupid sucky rain thats causing so much humidity fungus is going to start growing on my nikon SLR. >:(

ohhoho !
but who cares since its gonna be christmas !
dont ask me what called for this joyous mood when its still more than a month away.

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Friday, November 16, 2007

i havent posted in SOOOOO long!
oh psl training's been lovely.
im not going to go into the details.
the stranger thing was good for me cos i found myself a jap teacher!
ahahhaaha, i have to teach her son english in return.
something like that.
i havent called her cos im not sure yet if i have time.
she lives so far away.
afterall, we were in compasspoint.

oh the stayover at boysbrigade hq was the best(:
hahahhaha.
we got to go out at like 2am!
mygosh, theyre so cool luh.
totally no bed time or something :DDDD
pictureeeees !


08v12 PSLs!
oh! i forgot, my group is really nice :D
me, sharyn, yasmin, gabriel, eduardo, liuqi and chris :DDD


everyone blowing balloooooons :DDDD



me and des' mirror image feet ! kundan and her slippers :D
cos i forgot to bring mine.
eheh.
so we were hopping around and kundan was helping us balance then he decided to let us have his slippers :DDDDDD
thanks sally :D


adriel blew this balloon.
i decorated it :D
cupcake on the other side.
i wanted to take it home actually but i dumped it at the bus stop.
cos i had to go for OG gathering thingy and i didnt want to carry it all over the place):
des dumped hers too.

oh the OG gathering was fun:D
cos theyre so funny x)
me and sheila laughed so much.
and we were early so we went to starbucks and i had toffee nut latte ! and she had caramel frapp! and there was whip cream so we were so full we couldnt eat lunch with everyone else =.="

oh.and i carried the bunny bag des,kundan,kenneth,jr,sling etcetc gave me to camp cos it was big enough to store clothes.


mark posing with my bag x)


sean posing with my bag : D


i like igor !(:
everyone seems nice(:

ohmy i love The Name of the Wind.
its so nice ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

people around me are happy in love !

and i miss my pamela koh ):
and my hilly cheong ):
and i hope hilly's eating well !
pfffffffffft.
hurry home sweethearts!
im like 1/3 of lushikoh left here !
and you two are off happy in taiwan or hk or wherever you are with bsp !


i dont need you for myself,
i just want you to be happy cos that makes me happy(:


ps. WHO'S GOING FOR MCR? (:
me, ed, asyraf and gabriel are going !
lets go together !
MCR ! : DDDDDDDDDDDD

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

HOME !

im kinda lazy to post the 2i class chalet photos right now !
eheh.
i'll do it like tomorrow : D
got home last night.
there wasnt all that much shopping !
pamela gave me false hope !
speaking of pamela,
i miss her like crazy ):
pamela faster come home luhhhhhhh.
): ): ): ): hurry hurry hurry !

oh actually there was alot of SHOPPING but not much BUYING.
not me anyway.
we spent all our time in siam paragon, emporium and a little in central world.
siam paragon and emporium is for adults !
we shopped from morning to night and mostly mommy was buying things.
she bought jewelry, clothes and shoes and she unpacked today and said she didnt buy much. relatively anyway. relative to usual. but relative to me, yimmy and joonyeeyee she bought ALOTALOTALOT.
oh well.
i did get a couple of shirts, a pair of shorts and a bag of sanrio things.
OH AND I BOUGHT DES A SHIRT !
i bet it'll fit her perfectly.
its rather long and skinny just like her ~!
: D
oh and we ate ALOT.
theres just so much to eat.
paragon's gourmet market is really nice !
and the mascarpone gelato is loveeely : D

psl training commences tomorrow.
i hope its fun ! ; D
PAMELA KOH HAS COME ONLINE,
so i shall stop now im off to talk to her.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
cant wait for lushikoh outing so i can see the two lovelylovelylovelylovely girls :D

and tomorrow i get to see des ! wheee!
i asked her to get online to talk but shes still playing gb.
tsktkstsktsk.
shes like living in gb land or something,.

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Monday, November 5, 2007

i'll be going to bangkok on wednesday,& i wont be back till saturday so i thought i'd better post before my blog stagnates forever.
i'm frantically trying to upload as many pictures as i can from the 2i class chalet but this annoying blogger is giving me problems !
anyway,

i havent had half as much fun as i had then in a longlonglongloooooooong time.
ohmygosh, its just as well i came to vj, otherwise i would never have realised how much i love 2i!
i swear 2i 06 is like the best class around.
our bbq was rather pathetic, and there were ashes stuck to all our marshmallows, but still, it was so fun !
friday night was suuuuuper.
i got drunk with gloria cos we drank the most.
i could count to a hundred and yixiang was putting fingers in my face and asking me questions to test my sanity, and i got them allll right,
but i HAD to laugh at the most trivial of things.
the "Not to be sold to persons under 18" sign on the back of the bottle.
i just had to laugh, and i laughed so hard and i couldnt stop.
i drank more than a bottle myself so i had the right to be drunk and flushed red and laughing at random things, but TE WEICONG,
he drank ONE SIP, ONEEEEEE sip, and he went allll red.
and weicong and jingjie were so funny they poured the alcohol into little plastic mugs to drink from, and gloria went :" WHO DRINKS ALCOHOL FROM PLASTIC CUPS?!", when everyone else was taking swigs from the same bottles. so hygenic :D

blogger is giving me problems and refuses to let me post my pictures so i'll post them all when i get bck from bk !
anywayyyy, i had to go home reeeking of alcohol but really it was only 5% alcohol.
i really wanted to stay but i had to go home cos i had to go for the symposium the next day ):
and they had so much fun that night !
went to some humongous playground apparently !
but i went back to the chalet on saturday afternoon,
i mean, who can resist 2i chalet ?!
its literally impossible.
so i played some xbox racing game with marcusng and yuehuan and yuehuan lost every round and marcus ng won every round and i got second every round.
oh, when i just arrived,
ryan and marcus were curled up in foetal positions, with ryan holding marcus tight in his arms.
it was sooooo amusing.
you see this pair of two big guys hugging each other sleeping and its just so funny.
i took lots of photos.
and ryan kept wanting to harass the guys so he went to hug ziyu and ziyu couldnt really break free and ryan pushed him all the way to the bed and ziyu said
"NO BED ! no! NO BED !"
ahhaahahah, and right when he said it ryan pushed ziyu onto the bed and pounced onto him, and then marcus ng jumped ontop and the three of them were stacked up in such an awkward position. then jingjie decided to jump onto marcus and bounce on his back and poor ziyu was screaming in pain from all the weight from two big and one skinny boy on his back.
ohman me and yuehuan and peirong were laughing so hard we could hardly breathe.
and there kiayi was, sleeping like nothing was going on.
ahhahahha.

so we all went cycling in the sweltering heat and now i swear im at least a shade darker,
and because the bike rental shop had only mountain bikes left i had no choice but to take it.
me and boob are so extremely short the seat is higher than our butts so we have great difficulty just mounting the bike alone.on rollerblades, marcusng kept having to push me off or stablise the bike while i tried with every fibre in my being to get onto the stupid thing. oh man and we were so exhausted cos we rode (for what seemed like eternity in the hot sun) even though it was probably only about 4km to a rest stop, and we had slushies and ice lollies and sat on the floor and the boys complained about their feet hurting in their blades and ziyu insisting it was because he got a bad pair.
and then we rode back
and we just rode around and returned the bikes 2 hours later and they still had SO MUCH ENERGY to play ball. but me and yuehuan were so tired we couldonly shuffle to the breakwater and sat there talking till we couldnt stand being sticky much longer and went back to shower.
then we all bought food back from various fastfood chains and brought them back to the room to eat. we sat in a big circle, like a covenant, and talked.
then we went down to cheers and did some stuff...
and the person told me to "be responsible" with a sad smile plastered to his face it completely took away alllll the joy i had in me from knowing iwas doing something i shouldnt.
and i felt guilty and bad alllllllll the way back instead of feeling the euphoria i should have felt.
grarrr.
marcus ng and yuehuan and ryan said that i was reading tooo much into it.
then we played spin the bottle with the glass bottles.
hardly anyone chose truth, cos it was so boring.
but with ryan around, gosh everything was so darn amusing.
my dare was to pluck out three of ryan's leg hairs.
i was laughing all through cos i couldnt pull anything out and ryan was wincing in pain at my every attempt and i took forever and at least 10 tries.
seemed like it was his dare rather than mine.
and yixiang had to open the door wide, show his face, and shout to the corridor full of people
:" CAN YOU PLEASE THROW ME A FISHBALL !"
and some guy went "huh?"
and yixiang opened the door again and went :"FISHBALL! ahahahahah THROW ME A FISHBALL!" and slammed the door again.
ohmygosh,
we were all hysterical.
ohmannnnnn.
ach. i better stop cos i have to go practice violin.

to 2i 06:
I SWEAR I'LL LOVE YOU ALL MY LIFE!
AND I PROMISE I'LL STAY OVER BOTH NIGHTS NEXT YEAR!
i love you all with every fibre in my being !
: D
i love you YUEHUAN,AND MARCUS NG, AND RYAN,AND ZIYU, AND ZHEN ZHOU, AND YIXIANG, AND KIAYI, AND PEIRONG, AND JINGJIE, AND CINDY, AND WEICONG, AND KENNETH, AND LIONEL-WILSON-ONG-CHONGHUANG, everyone else : D including rache and hilly who couldnt make it !
ohman i love you allll so much !

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