Saturday, December 29, 2007
i miss pamela koh.
and hilda cheong.
why is it that pam and hil never ever ever piss me off or ever annoy me and that i love them with every fibre of my being and not a microscopic bit of me ever gets upset with them even when both of them are 40 minutes late and im left standing alone in some stupid mrt station?
why is it that pam and hil are ALWAYS there, somewhere?
even if theyre not literally by my side i just know they'll be there.
god i miss them so much ):
but im (((((((((((((((((: cos i know i have these two lovely girls.
and theyre the best ever friends anyone could ever have :D
i wanna grow old with both of you!
oh.
ipo is over.
its a little surreal.
we were planning for so long?
maybe we didnt meet up that many times..
but still !
these 3 days seemed really short.
oh well, theres 01 !
: D
a part of me agrees with des,
i shouldnt have to deal with this !
i wonder if i chose it xP
i think even she's tired of listening to my chain of endless problems about the same thing.
well its hardly my fault i cant make up my mind !
fine maybe it is.
i need a time out !
but i dont want one : D
you see thats the problem.
i feel like telling everyone in the world
" i love you !"
when maybe i dont, not right now.
but i'd say it so i'd believe it and make some sad lonely souls happy.
cos its nice when someone loves you isnt it?(:
i wish i loved everyone in the world !
i'd be a very happy person.
:D
maybe then i should learn to love every single person in the world.
including those who stepped on my toes and all over my feet.
like ms toh.
hur.
i could.
i think, if i tried(:
reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally hard.
but then again, i think only saints can.
and im hardly one.