Thursday, December 27, 2007
are you okay?
yes i am.
but no actually im not.
why do people ask?
"are you okay?"
when of course they'd reply "yes i am"
because even if youre not okay you'd say you are.
what else could you say?
if you said "no im not",
it would just bring on a whole new wave of questions that'd make you go through everything you'd rather put aside and try not to think about.
but they still ask,
because they'd feel better after the person said "yes im fine"& maybe sometimes whoever it is really IS fine.
which would be realllly stupid if they went about feeling bad about something that doesnt even exist.
bah.
its a funny feeeeeling im feeeling.
pffffffffft.
des seems to think im on the verge of tears every single moment of the day.
"what are you doing?!"
"i yawned."
at least she cares :D
lets hope tomorrow is reeeeaaaaally fun.
i wanna laugh !
i dont feel like im about to laugh right now but i mean i want to laugh.
i want to laugh and reallyreallyreally laugh cos i find it really really really funny and reallyabsolutely truly and completely mean it.
cos it makes me feel good.
like the time i couldn't stop laughing when i told amos the "amos-quito" joke.
that was goooooooood.
i think its the best joke i've heard in forever.
& it came from my tiny little cousin who's so tiny she cant even spell "dictionary" yet(: