Monday, January 28, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEDRIC!!!!!!!this is the NINTH time today(:
anyway,
im rather proud of myself for being the first person (who didn't cheat,as confirmed by the llama himself) to wish him happy birthday ! i called okay, even though i was talking to him on msn ! i think im such a nice friend:D
heh.
it was at 12.00 sharp ! muaha :D plus my nine "happy birthday!"s
i shall tell mdm ting tomorrow that it was YiYao's birthday today ! :D
then maybe she'll be extra nice to him and let him sleep for 10 minutes again :D
why's everyone growing up so fast?
oh, no, why's everyone AGING?
sixteen is so, BIG !
and edward is EIGHTEEEEEEN !
gossssssh.
but its okay i guess cos they still seem young to me(:
theres PE tomorrow, *hints to desiree* finally i have a proper three period break.
geeeez.
YESTERDAY WAS A VERY GOOD DAY !(:
went with anthea and jerald to celebrate edward's 18th birthday !(:
i shall have to dedicate an entire post to it which means i cant possibly do it now so i'll post about it tomorrow(:
it was fun and i cant believe WE finished the entire cake !
even though its hard and can be used as a weapon as well...
but it wasnt that bad right?
it was fun anyway(:
i love our poem to edward.
okay i'll continue tomorrow(:
lit test was surprisingly good.
I LOVE MY OPTION !
i really do; im so glad i took it.
i LOVE it !
id rather go for it instead of break ! can you believe it? yes my option is lovely and the teacher is super coooooool(:
i swear, its the best option ever!(:
followed des to 08v11 to take some water babies.
theyre really cute (:
theyre pink and purple little crystal agar balls !
theyre tres adorable(:
as i doubt my own electric guitar-playing skills,
and i dont want to drag timo's band down,
IM GOING TO BE BAND MANAGERESSSSSS !
wheeee ! thats like super cool dont you think?
i think im super cool now.
cos im the band manageress ! HAH! beat thaaaat :D
ah~ i sound like a silly groupie =S but well, GO TIMO!!
& i love my gerluo(:
i havent had a one hour long phone call in really long(:
EVERY MONDAY NIGHT !
Saturday, January 26, 2008
SPEAK NO EVILSEE NO EVIL
HEAR NO EVIL
i've been inspired by some kind soul(:
I'LL TAKE WHATEVER LIFE THROWS AT ME !
because i CAN.
if i say i can, i can !
i've been a very ungrateful brat these couple of days.
do you know how tough it is to find ONE true friend?
i must learn to appreciate everyone and all their efforts :D
Friday, January 25, 2008
im suffering from some kind of mental disorder.
im SURE of it !
ive been getting these weird bouts of laughter.
i just start laughing for no rhyme or reason.
or the reason'd be so strange noone else gets it.
for example, yesterday i said ONE word wrong during my chi presentation and i started laughing so hard i couldnt speak.
it wasnt even funny ! god something's WRONG with me !
and then today, moses found 3 yellow highlighters that were identical to his own 1 yellow highlighter right beside his own; and i laughed so hard again.
and i added so much phenolphthalin into my titrated colourless solution that it turned CLOUDY.
and VERY VERY warm.
and i started laughing again.
at WHAT?! now ithink about it i dont even find it funny =.="
i was so fascinated with the, cloudy warm solution though. phenolphthalin turns WHAT cloudy and warm?!
you know that day during combined ip assembly?
there was that counsellor?
i think i need to go see her for anger/stress management.
i think its a SIGN that something is VERY VERY wrong with me.
im laughing when i shouldnt be laughing and feeling very sombre when i should be... well not feeling sombre.
i had THREEEE things on at the same time today.
no im not kidding.
i had three things on during EA period.
at first i had none, cos its a FREE ea period.
then i had ONE; meet mr boy w/ andrea.
then last night i had TWO; meet for SYDA.
then this morning i had THREE; meet for chem r paper corrections.
in the end i ponned the chem;
and SYDA was pushed back(:
phew; or i'd have to clone myself or something.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY EDWARD TIOOONG !
but you dont read blogs anyway... im just posting it here(:
edward made us a REALLYREALLYREALLY nice thing.
its like a card?
kind of. but its like, mine, anthea and jerald's fit together to form a DRAGON !(:
its really beautiful(: feel so touched :D
i'll post it when anthea sends me the pictures(:
wanted a girls night out with my lovelies tomorrow.
but hilly cant make it ))))))))))):
i wish i was EIGHTEEN like edward !
EIGHTEEN ! do you know what that means?
that means i could drink TEQUILA !
omgggg.
doesnt that just sound so cooooool? :D
i think its so cool to go round drinking cocktails with girlfriends.
ah.
we'll get our chance; in only approximately 2 and a half years.
thats fine and dandy(:
i may be mentally unsound at times but who wants to be that normal?!
im okay. im okay.
if i say it and i believe it it'll be true.
like TODAY'S BEEN A VERY GOOD DAY(: it really has been though(:
im lonely, im tired, im sad, im happy, im lucky, im unlucky, im a million different things everyday of the week. but i guess OKAY is one of them.
my dad gave me a 1399 word interview. my word limit is 500. and i only asked ONE question.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha.
hey i want that UN thing ):
EVERYONE'S READING UP LIKE MAAAD.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
i hate it when friends disappoint me time and again.i miss my pamela and hilda ):
i really miss them like i really truly miss them ):
they'll make everything seem okay again just by being "Pamela and Hilda".
i miss pam's silly sounding laugh and being locker buddies with hil.
well at least i know theyre somewhere out there now !(:
i hope mr teo gives andrea the rm >:(
hes being extremely mean.
i cant do anything without her !
and well at least rachel has sharyn !
but rachel could manage fine on her own anyway.
i want to feel like i belong with people.
like i feel when im with pam and hil :D
nevermind.
we're so loving we'll be friends all our lives (:
im sure of that.
im a hundred and one percent sure of that (:
better start planning a lushikoh outing.
hil needs to destress anyway.
i have a really nice angel.
but my mortal is ignoring me.
he hasnt replied my three letters.
NOT ONCE !
tsktsk.
tomorrow, please be a really good day.
please be a GOOD HAIR DAY.
and an EYEBAG-LESS DAY.
and i hope the same for dear andrea too(:
shall start my mass-messaging pamela again,
i need distraction and i need to remember that i still have a really great girlfriend (:
id like to message hilly too but then i'll disrupt her lessons.
and my hilly is a very good girl (:
i hope andrea and me get sc ):
i hope i hope i hope i hope andrea and me get it !
and des too(:
but des'd rather her gab get it. so well.
hah.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

do you like my new baby? :Dmine's brown based with pink instead but i couldnt find the picture, its nearly exactly the same just the colours are swopped :D
"World's Finest Violin Case"
"String Instrument Case".
Monday, January 21, 2008
Sunday, January 20, 2008
we have a really stupid history assignment about NOSTALGIA.interview a person in his 30s or 40s about the good ole' days.
'ts not like singapore changed THAT much!
anyway,
since im talking to cedric now about the busrides in korea,
i had an inspiration : DDDDDDD
nostalgia to me would be: (this will only be effective in like 20 years)
seeing a hoobok (hoodie cum hanbok; me,lucas and cedric's invention; which was so obviously the best even though we didnt win.)
cos' it will trigger the memory of ---
me:"lucas entertain me !"
lucas:"okay" *slaps cedric*
cedric:" O_O "
zomggggggg,
the first time it happened,
we were outside, on the steps of that contemporary art museum or something in korea making our way up.
and then i laughed so haaaaarrrrrrrd and for so long.
omg.
then there were a few other incidents..
but the first time was the BEST; so completely unexpected :D
and the :OOO look on cedric's face; and the smug happy cheeky look on lucas' face.
hahahha
x)
i hope i see them together soon.
then i can ask lucas to entertain me.
see these are happy thoughts;
and i cant believe im still capable of them despite having a super long day tomorrow,
with only one pathetic break after 7 consecutive long torturous periods.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
"Buried way beneath the sheets I think she's having a meltdown.feels like a school day.
so clearly we werent supposed to get multicoloured solutions; let alone solutions with a whole lot of precipitate x)
Friday, January 18, 2008

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
we played Suite and Light today in strings.it made me miss dhstrings like crrrraaaaaazy !
ohman, we sounded like 10 times better during our sight reading luh ):
i miss dhstrings ):
i miss darren loh ):
i miss meihui; the best section leader in the world ):
i miss the violinists ):
i miss doing those stupid actions during groovy strings ):
i missssss dhstrings through and through ):
our suite and light sounded sooooooooooooooo much better !
its so disappointing ):
i think today we didnt play a single thing that sounded "together".
but its the first time right?
we need sectionals badddddddly !
dinner w/ sheep and gabriel was brilliant(:
thaiexpress; and sheep is being very scandalous.
i sweaaaaaar.
just in case the waiters didnt know what the coins lying on the table after we left were for.
x)
sheep's brilliant idea.
omg i can finally do some trigo without help!
hah !
HAH !
no elective tomorrow :D
yay :D
violin class tml :
my first pre-advanced jap class tml !(:
yay maeda sensei :D
i hope my new classmates like teenagers.
i miss the pretty airhostess girl and phoebe ):
me&gerluo in japan in june would be the best in the world.
hope it happens !
:D DISNEYLAND&SEA& SHOPPPPPING !
Tuesday, January 15, 2008

im back to square 1.
im back to strings.
strings it is !(:
it seems everything i do i always make one big fat detour, screw up my own emotions and wind up right back where i start.
poof.
im back to square one,
jaded and disappointed.
of course im not disappointed about strings because i just chose it.
but im talking about my life in general.
i could draw a graph.
it'd be a stupid circle.
the ones bob said so long ago looked cute but were the most horrible to solve.
yeah my life may look a little pretty on the outside but when you try to figure anything out you just go round and round and round and cant get any of it right.
i want the best, i want everything, but it seems i cant even get a dreg.
i want to be in full control of myself.
i hate it when it seems im not living for myself anymore,
even though i made the choice not to.
i just wish there wasnt anything for me to put before myself.
i hate being told what to do,
cos everytime someone tells me i MUST do something without telling me why,
i just feel like i HAVE to do the opposite.
but when you give me choices,
i cant make up my mind and it upsets me all the time.
its so much easier to be upset with someone else than with yourself.
i cant believe i landed up in philosophy.
no, i cant believe i CHOSE philosophy as my elective.
i bid so many points for it !
and now i regret it.
why on earth am i in philosophy?
honestly !
i dont know.
i like philosophy, i just dont know why i dont want to be in it.
you see? i think there's something awfully wrong with me.
i want it but i dont.
i want so many things but i obviously dont have the ability to take on everything.
cos i'd gladly take psychology as well.
i'd take both and that'd make me happy.
but i dont want to spend all my time on electives.
thing is, im not even the study-study type.
i just like to know stuff without having to go through the hassle of learning everything the hard way.
i always want the easy way out,
but i absolutely detest/abhor the bad quality that comes with it.
bah.
i hope tomorrow's a good day.
i dont think i can handle a bad day tomorrow.
i dont feel like going home for dinnner.
shall ask sheep,les and gabriel out.
actually today's been a good day.
overall.
if i could erase that little blemish from my life,
i think everything'd be all cupcakes and butterflies.
yes thats my new term for everything great : DDDDDD
and omgggggggggg my tuesday breaks are exactly the same as edward's !
and i have a 9.15 break with antheeeeeaaa ! (:
pe today was mission impossible style.
omg i love desireesimweiyan.
the thrill of escaping from those awful pe tyrants. muaha.
"okay. on the count of three. we'll dash across the parade square to the path behind the rockwall. okay? 3.2.1!"
our escape may have taken 25 minutes, but man, it was worth it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL! (:
youre so old(:
Monday, January 14, 2008
cos' it feels like stealing hearts;calling your name from the crowd.
Saturday, January 12, 2008

drew this in microsoft paint; not too bad aye?
sketchy; but its a 2 minute thing !
im rather glad with paint(:
cos i dont have adobe psp in this thing.
i got a new laptop :D
thank you papa(:
haha.
i like it;
its COOOOOOOL.
:D
its beeen a nice
wouldve been even better if edward came though.
anyway yay he won his floorball match today! :DDDDDDD
i think its because me and anthea gave him lots&lots&lots of luck today(:
i resisted coffee bean coffee; cos coffee is heaty and i already have a sorethroat thingy.
days like these make me rather happy;
days like this coming monday make me rather UNhappy.
oh god; oh god, theres gonna be math lessons (T_T)///////
but i can bring my BENTO! \(^_______^)////love!/
i shall attempt to finish a jodi picoult book tml :D
goooooooodnight world(:
"when i say shotgun, you say wedding;
shotgun wedding!
shotgun wedding!"
Friday, January 11, 2008
nobody likes to be second best.honestly; its the worst ever.
cos' youre so close to best but youre just not there.
you can see little ms number one preening up there and all you can do is stare.
after reciting tales of being bitten by all kinds of animals ranging from ants to snakes,
he says
" they like to bite me, because i eat alot of sweets, and so my blood is very sweet";
tops it off with the innocent bright-eyed gleeful smile only 5 year olds can flash and it'd melt the coldest of hearts.
i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove children (:
theyre really the BEST ever.
the way they can ramble on for what seems like eternity to someone they met 5 seconds ago; its so amazing (:
and the way their bright eyes sparkle with the luster you can only find in the eyes of kindergarten kids.
just looking at them can make the world seem like so much better a place (:
where the biggest worry in the world would be whether the "dragonfly that has been on the wall for forever is dead" or being "pricked by a cactus" cos "mommy says cannot touch" but what do you do? when "grandma's house have alot; alot alot alot; all kinds of cactus".
yes; meeting weijian has been the bessssst part; (and about the only enjoyable part) of this SL camp(:
Tuesday, January 8, 2008

23:03) ♥su:
i was so bored i was dying u know
(23:03) ♥su:
you got alot of sms?
(23:03) ♥su:
i'll harass u tml too : D
(23:04) edward.:
haha ok sure.. we'll do anything to make sure our precious sulin dun die of boredom (;
Monday, January 7, 2008
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JOHN SEAH WEI PING !
if john even is your name; which it so totally isnt ! but never minddd.
sorry im using this picture of you and paul again.
its the only one i have that i really like which was taken by me !
its so candid and happy. its so happy(:
ohman,
youre really old now !
of course i havent forgotten your birthday.
i never forget !
there hasnt been a year ive forgotten aye?(:
anywayyy;
thanks for being a reaaaaaaaallly brilliant friend.
and it seriously seems like ive known you for forever,
thank you for being there every time ive been upset;
thanks for looking for me when ive been busy and stuff to keep in touch even though you always have to be the one.
friends forever ! i meaaaaan it okay, even though it sounds CORNY.
i miss your jokes.
the really stupid ones you used to tell.
the ones that have absolutely no link;
but are funny simply cos you go "HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHAA".
i hope you have a really really really really really happy year(:
youre 16 ! oh man i cant believe it.
16 ! soon youre going to be 21 ! omg.
all the nicknames you have;
wei pink. lol. x)
i like that one.
wei PINKKKKK (;
weipink.
okay this post shall be entirely for you (:
happpy birthday you !
(:
Sunday, January 6, 2008
x)
iclairis !
IGOR OGLS ! loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(: !
me&anthea(:
ready.. get set..
jump !(:
GRARRRRR.
i just spent about an hour typing out my post& i clicked on a link from a friends conversation and the stupid thing navigated away from my un-saved post and now i have to start from scratch.
anyway,
i deleted my previous post cos its upsetting and i dont want to think about my mom being horrible when she's being nice.
so i shant think about it anymore(:
thanks to all the nice people who tagged(:
and gabriel i'll tell you if i wanna join strings again thaaaaaaanks !
anthea ! (: you're my favourite person too(:
mass dance at suntec was great(:
mostly; other than the rain.
i was drenched entirely and my shoes were soaked.
bah.
but it was fun.
i loved the vip train& shouting "V, V-I, V-I-P !(:"
and i learnt a new dunman high cheer ! that was really funny.ahhaha.
bah ! no wonder i felt so weird ! i remember i missed something out !
i saw weiping and paul and ahmad squaaaash !
i was on my way to macs with sean to meet jerald's og when i sawwww them !
fine. they saw me.
oh man ! i really missed them(:
weiping& paul are seriously the only guys on earth who ever say "sulin you are still so fat " to my face. seriously ! geeeez.
but theyre great nonetheless(:
weiping's big fat squarish nerdy specs look really funny on him,
cos like my hairclips which ms toh cant stand, theyre there purely for decoration.
he doesnt even NEED them ! they dont have a degree.
bah, i wanna hang out with them again ):
even if they call me fat like 50 times a day.
its been a rather good week.
with 01 and all.
and i love the OGL cheer(: i reaaaally love it. i think this is the part i'll miss most about 01(:
on friday when me and sheila got bored of their mass dance teaching and went to skive off,
we found cedric, lavan and zifeng in 07v12 classroom.
we spent about an hour and a half to two hours sitting at a table telling jokes and talking and laughing.
i havent laughed like that in really really long.
cos the more jokes we told the more high we got and it was so fun(:
bah. i was happy ! ahha.
and marching around with cedric and sheila is really fun cos we look so completely stupid and funny when we march in sync (:
i love igor !
i reaaaally love igor ogls(:
im so glad im an ogl cos if not i wouldnt have met all the lovely people(:
my holidays would have beeen really boring !
sea regatta tomorrow, i hope its a good day.
ive gotten a couple of threats from people wanting to dunk me already ):
should eat more today and get so heavy no one can lift me. muahahaha(:
i cant remember all the things i posted just now.
so i guess i'll just stop somewhere around here(:
bah. the pictures are taking too long to upload.
some random pictures from a long time ago:
the ty-buddies(:
the look reallly happy together (:
its a chocolate-y cupcake !
faber drive; sleepless nights -
"If I had my way
I'd corner him and say
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it*
Screwing up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever"
*nonsense; sometimes even meaning it isnt good enough aye?
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
i am unhappy.three words are enough to sum everything up.
i am unhappy.
UNHAPPY.
upset. unhappy. no good. not well. not okay. not fine and dandy. not right, im wrong. off track, gone mad, gone crazy, gone away, still here, not here. grah.
i want to scream, in someone's face,
get them to understand,
what on earth unhappy means.
good bye.
no,
bad bye.
i dont like 'bye', unless i dont want to see you anymore.
ps. sherm says its ok to fail chem r paper.
so unglam though ):
pps. if i werent me i'd laugh at myself.
ppps. i miss dhstrings.
pppps. i need to get back to my basic oxides cos i still dont know what they are. bah.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
i dont want to sleep yet cos i dont want tomorrow to come.its annoying.
lets take a look at the pros and cons of tomorrow coming
pros:
1.march hols are closer !
2.i can bring bento to school when school starts properly :D
3.i get to see xianhweee& shermy& des& jobbles& kobbles& other lovely people i've missed.
4.i'll be too busy to let my mind wander.
5.i miss my VJ uniform :D
cons:
1.its school.
2.math lessons.
3.getting caught by ms toh for every-single-little-minute-little-tiny thing.
4.homework.
5.its tiring.
6.im just tired of stuff.
7.i have violin class tml night & no time left to study for chem repaper
8.chem repaper which i am hardly prepared for.
9.i cant watch many movies anymore cos of SCHOOL HOURS! ):
10. x-country is coming AGAIN xP
and many other things.
thats why im not going to sleep cos sleeping will make tomorrow come quickly.
bah.
and once tomorrow comes i cant stop it anymore !
cos then everything will come so quickly.
i dont like that !
smelly is no good.
stinky is OKAY.
theyre not the same.
i think im a bit weird sometimes(:
OMG ! i miss lavan tooooo !
heh, "youre off centre." oh man. i needa hear that coming from him :D
i feel like xianhui needs a hug.
i wanna give xianhui a hug !
cos i need a hug too(:
