Monday, January 28, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEDRIC!!!!!!!

this is the NINTH time today(:
anyway,
im rather proud of myself for being the first person (who didn't cheat,as confirmed by the llama himself) to wish him happy birthday ! i called okay, even though i was talking to him on msn ! i think im such a nice friend:D
heh.
it was at 12.00 sharp ! muaha :D plus my nine "happy birthday!"s
i shall tell mdm ting tomorrow that it was YiYao's birthday today ! :D
then maybe she'll be extra nice to him and let him sleep for 10 minutes again :D

why's everyone growing up so fast?
oh, no, why's everyone AGING?
sixteen is so, BIG !
and edward is EIGHTEEEEEEN !
gossssssh.
but its okay i guess cos they still seem young to me(:

theres PE tomorrow, *hints to desiree* finally i have a proper three period break.
geeeez.


YESTERDAY WAS A VERY GOOD DAY !(:
went with anthea and jerald to celebrate edward's 18th birthday !(:
i shall have to dedicate an entire post to it which means i cant possibly do it now so i'll post about it tomorrow(:
it was fun and i cant believe WE finished the entire cake !
even though its hard and can be used as a weapon as well...
but it wasnt that bad right?
it was fun anyway(:
i love our poem to edward.
okay i'll continue tomorrow(:

lit test was surprisingly good.
I LOVE MY OPTION !
i really do; im so glad i took it.
i LOVE it !
id rather go for it instead of break ! can you believe it? yes my option is lovely and the teacher is super coooooool(:
i swear, its the best option ever!(:

followed des to 08v11 to take some water babies.
theyre really cute (:
theyre pink and purple little crystal agar balls !
theyre tres adorable(:

as i doubt my own electric guitar-playing skills,
and i dont want to drag timo's band down,
IM GOING TO BE BAND MANAGERESSSSSS !
wheeee ! thats like super cool dont you think?
i think im super cool now.
cos im the band manageress ! HAH! beat thaaaat :D
ah~ i sound like a silly groupie =S but well, GO TIMO!!

& i love my gerluo(:
i havent had a one hour long phone call in really long(:
EVERY MONDAY NIGHT !


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Saturday, January 26, 2008

SPEAK NO EVIL

SEE NO EVIL


HEAR NO EVIL



i've been inspired by some kind soul(:
I'LL TAKE WHATEVER LIFE THROWS AT ME !
because i CAN.
if i say i can, i can !

i've been a very ungrateful brat these couple of days.
do you know how tough it is to find ONE true friend?
i must learn to appreciate everyone and all their efforts :D


//END10:06 PM




Friday, January 25, 2008

im suffering from some kind of mental disorder.
im SURE of it !
ive been getting these weird bouts of laughter.
i just start laughing for no rhyme or reason.
or the reason'd be so strange noone else gets it.
for example, yesterday i said ONE word wrong during my chi presentation and i started laughing so hard i couldnt speak.
it wasnt even funny ! god something's WRONG with me !
and then today, moses found 3 yellow highlighters that were identical to his own 1 yellow highlighter right beside his own; and i laughed so hard again.
and i added so much phenolphthalin into my titrated colourless solution that it turned CLOUDY.
and VERY VERY warm.
and i started laughing again.
at WHAT?! now ithink about it i dont even find it funny =.="
i was so fascinated with the, cloudy warm solution though. phenolphthalin turns WHAT cloudy and warm?!
you know that day during combined ip assembly?
there was that counsellor?
i think i need to go see her for anger/stress management.
i think its a SIGN that something is VERY VERY wrong with me.
im laughing when i shouldnt be laughing and feeling very sombre when i should be... well not feeling sombre.

i had THREEEE things on at the same time today.
no im not kidding.
i had three things on during EA period.
at first i had none, cos its a FREE ea period.
then i had ONE; meet mr boy w/ andrea.
then last night i had TWO; meet for SYDA.
then this morning i had THREE; meet for chem r paper corrections.
in the end i ponned the chem;
and SYDA was pushed back(:
phew; or i'd have to clone myself or something.


HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY EDWARD TIOOONG !
but you dont read blogs anyway... im just posting it here(:

edward made us a REALLYREALLYREALLY nice thing.
its like a card?
kind of. but its like, mine, anthea and jerald's fit together to form a DRAGON !(:
its really beautiful(: feel so touched :D
i'll post it when anthea sends me the pictures(:

wanted a girls night out with my lovelies tomorrow.
but hilly cant make it ))))))))))):
i wish i was EIGHTEEN like edward !
EIGHTEEN ! do you know what that means?
that means i could drink TEQUILA !
omgggg.
doesnt that just sound so cooooool? :D
i think its so cool to go round drinking cocktails with girlfriends.
ah.
we'll get our chance; in only approximately 2 and a half years.
thats fine and dandy(:

i may be mentally unsound at times but who wants to be that normal?!
im okay. im okay.
if i say it and i believe it it'll be true.
like TODAY'S BEEN A VERY GOOD DAY(: it really has been though(:
im lonely, im tired, im sad, im happy, im lucky, im unlucky, im a million different things everyday of the week. but i guess OKAY is one of them.

my dad gave me a 1399 word interview. my word limit is 500. and i only asked ONE question.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha.
hey i want that UN thing ):
EVERYONE'S READING UP LIKE MAAAD.



//END9:25 PM




Thursday, January 24, 2008

i hate it when friends disappoint me time and again.
i miss my pamela and hilda ):
i really miss them like i really truly miss them ):
they'll make everything seem okay again just by being "Pamela and Hilda".
i miss pam's silly sounding laugh and being locker buddies with hil.
well at least i know theyre somewhere out there now !(:



i hope mr teo gives andrea the rm >:(
hes being extremely mean.
i cant do anything without her !
and well at least rachel has sharyn !
but rachel could manage fine on her own anyway.



i want to feel like i belong with people.
like i feel when im with pam and hil :D
nevermind.
we're so loving we'll be friends all our lives (:
im sure of that.
im a hundred and one percent sure of that (:
better start planning a lushikoh outing.
hil needs to destress anyway.



i have a really nice angel.
but my mortal is ignoring me.
he hasnt replied my three letters.
NOT ONCE !
tsktsk.


tomorrow, please be a really good day.
please be a GOOD HAIR DAY.
and an EYEBAG-LESS DAY.
and i hope the same for dear andrea too(:


shall start my mass-messaging pamela again,
i need distraction and i need to remember that i still have a really great girlfriend (:
id like to message hilly too but then i'll disrupt her lessons.
and my hilly is a very good girl (:


i hope andrea and me get sc ):
i hope i hope i hope i hope andrea and me get it !
and des too(:
but des'd rather her gab get it. so well.
hah.


//END9:11 PM




Wednesday, January 23, 2008


):
the last sentence of anthea's post is so depressing.
it depresses me.
it DEPRESSES ME ! ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
i miss hanging out with them so much ! ):
kinda got used to seeing those three's faces every so often during the hols.
the one week me and ed went to japan and we didnt meet up,already anthea was
:"i havent seen you guys in so loong !!"
now its been foreveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer ! ):
edward's birthday this friday !
anthea: i dont know cake howwwww ! *somebody too busy with class already x)))))
maybe i can settle the cake, but the SHIRT HOW !
nvm i'll talk to you online(:

my notebook has 8 different coloured sad smiley faces cos i have 8 different coloured markers in my pencil case.
i decided to name them the sad smiley society.
so corny.
its s-cubed.
wonder what ever happened to mr chan pohmeng's s-cubed.
in the end i applied for SC !
this morning when i woke up i was all "thats it im not applying."
then suddenly after assembly i was all " fine. i've decided, i'm applying."
3 months ago, never in my wildest dreams would the thought of joining sc ever cross my mind.
geez, how fast things can change aye?

zomg i swear i love that tango song.
we played it for last year's v.day in the concourse !
wonder if we're playing it again this year :D
still rmb mr sze breathing down me and sheep's backs.
burning holes in our scores with his glares.
thank god he's gone. seriously !

you know that girl?
initially i was upset with her for being all desperate and annoying.
now i feel so extremely terribly sorry for her.
if its really a crush,
and if she really likes him,
then shes got herself into a really awkward and awful position.
she has absolutely no idea how futile it is.
she probably thinks its FUTILE, but deep inside she'll still have a glimmer of hope.
but how incredibly FUTILE it really is, she just wont be able to get it.
pooor thing.

im going a little buckcherry mad. i love CAROUSEL now(:
the guitar parts are so cute.



your heart's all over the world ):


//END9:18 PM




Tuesday, January 22, 2008


do you like my new baby? :D
mine's brown based with pink instead but i couldnt find the picture, its nearly exactly the same just the colours are swopped :D
omg i LOOOOOOOOVE it okay.
i love it SOOO much.
got it from gramercy today.
it cost my parents $790 !
so i'll have to take really good care of this case :D
but i fell in love with it the moment i saw it !
the uncle was like :" this one you SUREE like ! i take down let you see : Dnevermind just see just see :D"
cos at first my mom was like :"gosh, $790 for a violin case?! " she didnt even want to see its insides.
but the uncle was so nice
so he took it down,
and unzipped its pretty zip and its SUCH A PRETTY PINK!
its not the tacky pink,
its reallyreally nice pink !
:D
i was smitten.
if you can actually fall in love with a violin case; i did.
so i thought about it for a while..
looked at a few others, but i still loved it loved it loveeeeed it.
so my mom said "if you like it alot then just get it luh"
and i was " :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD"
she says its like carrying a designer bag around; just a little cheaper.
so i shall have to take good care of it :D
you know it says
"World's Finest Violin Case"
on the cover.
there was another red one, but it wasnt the same material, i think it was $590 and it just said
"String Instrument Case".
mine says VIOLIN case ! not just any ole string instrument !
so after i came home i was so inspired to clean and practice my violin :D
i wiped my violin till it was so clean and i practiced properly :D
see what a beautiful violin case can do?
:DDDDDD


im so happy(:
i want a new violin too :D
i need laoshi to sell mine off so i can get a nicer one:D
but i'll miss my little embedded mother of pearl flower ):
but oh well !:D

the average princeton student has a math SAT score of 700 - 790,
writing of 690-780 and critical reasoning of 690 - 790.
the max score of an SAT is 800.
hah. hah. hah.

SC OR NOT!?
i have only up till a tomorrow to decide):
lucas called me "my favourite bald alien :D"
omg !
lucas shall be "my favourite labrador :D"
and cedric shall be "our favourite llama :D"
yes brillliiiiant(:
anyway, my favourite labrador is applying for SC !

hope i get that model-UN thing !(:
5 out of 24 selected people so means i have about a 20% shot :D
thats goody(:

GOODNIGHT!
i got bad eyebags ):
and mdm ting is really funny(:
i like her little laugh.


ps. well im very sorry for my acrimonious comments about the girl with the extremely big pretty eyes and beautiful long eyelashes because im so incredibly jealous ! ):
hur.
pps.
kundan has such long eyelashes too i think you really could put a pencil on them.


//END11:33 PM




Monday, January 21, 2008

HAPPY SWEET 16 BLUEMELON PAUL(:
i didnt forget :D
or i'd be a realllyreallyreally sucky friend !
anyway, OMG YOU AND WEIPING ARE BOTH 16 SO SOON ! ):
you old folks. so old xP
hope you make the best of this year ! its your sweet sixteeeeen !
i havent spoken to you in forever and i owe you a letter and i owe weiping a letter too and im so sorry to the both of you;
but i think you dont mind right? now you got whatsername; JERMAINE :D
anyway, i wish you alllllll the happiness in the world today :D
sorry for the very late sms ):
and you inspired me to pick up the lovelybeautiful guitar !
thanks for being my first ever guitarteacher ;D it was great; even though i had to go to BISHAN.
hur.
so who has the two packets of sugar now?
plus; i dont remember why youre a MELON again ):
bluemelon blue melon. the song you wrote!
why was it that again?
anyway happy birthday once again !! (:


mr foo didnt come,
im sorry he's unwell;
but OMG; it was 3 free periods !
it posed as a great opportunity for des to shock the hell outta me.
i still see her as my innocent little dubby you know. i do, i do.
but OMGGGGGGGG (:
its okay.


height and weight tml;
T_______T
im HONTOUNI OMOIIIIIIIIII ):
omoi ):
OMOI):
i shall embark on a journey to become light.
but its a bit too late;
considering how we're gonna be scaled tomorrow.
gosh.
its the scale.
its THE scale.


//END9:42 PM




Sunday, January 20, 2008

we have a really stupid history assignment about NOSTALGIA.
interview a person in his 30s or 40s about the good ole' days.
'ts not like singapore changed THAT much!

anyway,
since im talking to cedric now about the busrides in korea,
i had an inspiration : DDDDDDD

nostalgia to me would be: (this will only be effective in like 20 years)
seeing a hoobok (hoodie cum hanbok; me,lucas and cedric's invention; which was so obviously the best even though we didnt win.)
cos' it will trigger the memory of ---
me:"lucas entertain me !"
lucas:"okay" *slaps cedric*
cedric:" O_O "


zomggggggg,
the first time it happened,
we were outside, on the steps of that contemporary art museum or something in korea making our way up.
and then i laughed so haaaaarrrrrrrd and for so long.
omg.
then there were a few other incidents..
but the first time was the BEST; so completely unexpected :D
and the :OOO look on cedric's face; and the smug happy cheeky look on lucas' face.
hahahha
x)

i hope i see them together soon.
then i can ask lucas to entertain me.

see these are happy thoughts;
and i cant believe im still capable of them despite having a super long day tomorrow,
with only one pathetic break after 7 consecutive long torturous periods.


//END10:39 PM




Saturday, January 19, 2008

"Buried way beneath the sheets I think she's having a meltdown.
Finding it hard to fall asleep she won't let anyone help her
The look on her face a waste of time, she won't let go, gonna roll the dice.
Loosing her grace starts to cry
I feel her pain when I look in her eyes
I want to be I want everything, I want everything
Somewhere she is on the streets trying to make things better
Praying to God and breathing deep
gotta break this long obsession"

buckcherrry's music is loooooovely(:

zomg,i got my RM; singapore youth dramatist award.
but its individual o_O
i dont want to do it alone !
i have absolutely no confidence.
we were all under the impression that it was group work !
i need andrea& sherm ):
shall have to go look for mr teo on mondaaaay.
bah.

igor bbq yesterday(:
i made a very beautiful drink tower that is really really tall(:
was kinda bored before people started coming.
thats joanna with my tower; oops its lopsided. anyway see how tall it is?

saturdays are not very good days if i dont go out.
feels like a school day.
just a little better.
plus next week i'll have strings, which is T_T
but at least i have Sheep and gabriel and leslie (who's promised to go for dinner next time instead of disappearing all of a sudden)


okay these two we were supposed to have, but theyre really pretty so im posting them here(:

have you ever had such a beautiful thing in the science lab?i dont even remember what it contains anymore. silver chloride, barium something something, sodium something, potassium something, sulphuric acid, hydrochloric acid... and a couple of others :D

theres a pretty precipitate !

this is REALLY pretty blue ! and the white precipitate on the top makes it look like some soda or cocktail :D
i think my favourite subject right now is chemistry;
no doubt i failed my EOY, but its the COOOOOLEST science EVER.
omg.
just look at our beautiful concoctions.
nobody should ever leave me&desiree with a rack of 10 different kinds of chemicals.
as in, NEVER EVER.
i think we could seriously start a fire or something.
we were doing redox reactions.
so clearly we werent supposed to get multicoloured solutions; let alone solutions with a whole lot of precipitate x)
reminds me of the sec2 lab days with gerluo; our amazing mixture which contained like half a bottle of universal indicator and phenolphthalin and methyl orange and all the other chemicals we could find around us.
it kept changing colour, even as it touched the rim of the beaker when we poured it out into the sink.
from orange to green to bright red to purple..
:D


//END9:44 PM




Friday, January 18, 2008


i miss gloria ngiam hui yi,
pamela koh xin yi&
hilda cheong kai ling.
my loveliest girls in the world,
i miss you guys like maaaaaad ):
hilly lemme see your bento ! lets make one for pamela then go have a lushikoh picnic :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
gerluoooo! i wanna go stayover at your place again realllll soon.
lets walk to island creamery,
and i'll bring my chocolate fondue thing ! :DDD
i miss your mom and your erjie and your maid and the smell of your house !
and omg.
two valentines days ago we were frantically wrapping up shoeboxes.
ohmaaaaaaaan, i remember it so clearly ):


//END11:39 PM




Thursday, January 17, 2008


i just wish i was less affected.



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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

we played Suite and Light today in strings.

it made me miss dhstrings like crrrraaaaaazy !
ohman, we sounded like 10 times better during our sight reading luh ):
i miss dhstrings ):
i miss darren loh ):
i miss meihui; the best section leader in the world ):
i miss the violinists ):
i miss doing those stupid actions during groovy strings ):
i missssss dhstrings through and through ):
our suite and light sounded sooooooooooooooo much better !
its so disappointing ):
i think today we didnt play a single thing that sounded "together".
but its the first time right?
we need sectionals badddddddly !



dinner w/ sheep and gabriel was brilliant(:
thaiexpress; and sheep is being very scandalous.
i sweaaaaaar.

just in case the waiters didnt know what the coins lying on the table after we left were for.
x)
sheep's brilliant idea.




omg i can finally do some trigo without help!
hah !
HAH !
no elective tomorrow :D
yay :D
violin class tml :
my first pre-advanced jap class tml !(:
yay maeda sensei :D
i hope my new classmates like teenagers.
i miss the pretty airhostess girl and phoebe ):


me&gerluo in japan in june would be the best in the world.
hope it happens !
:D DISNEYLAND&SEA& SHOPPPPPING !


//END10:10 PM




Tuesday, January 15, 2008



im back to square 1.
im back to strings.
strings it is !(:

it seems everything i do i always make one big fat detour, screw up my own emotions and wind up right back where i start.
poof.
im back to square one,
jaded and disappointed.
of course im not disappointed about strings because i just chose it.
but im talking about my life in general.

i could draw a graph.
it'd be a stupid circle.
the ones bob said so long ago looked cute but were the most horrible to solve.
yeah my life may look a little pretty on the outside but when you try to figure anything out you just go round and round and round and cant get any of it right.
i want the best, i want everything, but it seems i cant even get a dreg.

i want to be in full control of myself.
i hate it when it seems im not living for myself anymore,
even though i made the choice not to.
i just wish there wasnt anything for me to put before myself.
i hate being told what to do,
cos everytime someone tells me i MUST do something without telling me why,
i just feel like i HAVE to do the opposite.
but when you give me choices,
i cant make up my mind and it upsets me all the time.
its so much easier to be upset with someone else than with yourself.

i cant believe i landed up in philosophy.
no, i cant believe i CHOSE philosophy as my elective.
i bid so many points for it !
and now i regret it.
why on earth am i in philosophy?
honestly !
i dont know.
i like philosophy, i just dont know why i dont want to be in it.
you see? i think there's something awfully wrong with me.
i want it but i dont.
i want so many things but i obviously dont have the ability to take on everything.
cos i'd gladly take psychology as well.
i'd take both and that'd make me happy.
but i dont want to spend all my time on electives.
thing is, im not even the study-study type.
i just like to know stuff without having to go through the hassle of learning everything the hard way.
i always want the easy way out,
but i absolutely detest/abhor the bad quality that comes with it.


bah.
i hope tomorrow's a good day.
i dont think i can handle a bad day tomorrow.
i dont feel like going home for dinnner.
shall ask sheep,les and gabriel out.

actually today's been a good day.
overall.
if i could erase that little blemish from my life,
i think everything'd be all cupcakes and butterflies.
yes thats my new term for everything great : DDDDDD
and omgggggggggg my tuesday breaks are exactly the same as edward's !
and i have a 9.15 break with antheeeeeaaa ! (:

pe today was mission impossible style.
omg i love desireesimweiyan.
the thrill of escaping from those awful pe tyrants. muaha.
"okay. on the count of three. we'll dash across the parade square to the path behind the rockwall. okay? 3.2.1!"
our escape may have taken 25 minutes, but man, it was worth it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL! (:
youre so old(:


//END10:46 PM




Monday, January 14, 2008

cos' it feels like stealing hearts;
calling your name from the crowd.


today's bento: spaghetti ! with sauted mushrooms (:
i prepared it myself !(:
so dont doubt my culinary skills :D
hahahhahaa; bah.
dont u love the smiley on the heart?
i really like that :D
actually thats about the only pretty part.
heh.
along with the paper cup i used to store my mushrooms;
the base is a picture of a pretty girl saying : gochisosama !

its been a decent day i must say.
even though i had seven straight periods of lessons..
history is so completely annoying; we have an assignment already !
& i swear i have no idea who on earth to interview.
but our new bio teacher is totally cool(:
i hear he's a GOOD TEACHER :D
plus; my lit elective is really great cos the teacher is cool& i have shermaine& xianhui! zomg ! we're just short of desiree to be a perfect four(:
and there's kiron! :D
we had an hour long break so it wasnt that bad and i had my bento !& i must say, it was yummy :D but the mushrooms werent tasty enough.
and i had half a milky bar again :D the other half went to random people like desiree tim jingrong etcetc.
then there was LA; which means its been a rather artsy day ! (:

i bet amos is hinting for a present on my tagboard
cedric ! we need more wrapping paper now !(:

i went for cheer today.
it was rather fun.
but i think im too un-fit;
i cant do those pushup things or whatever.
i seem to be the first to crumble everytime.
i have absolutely no arm power.
but i can nearly do a side split !
so close ! (:
should i join?
but i want to join strings with gabriel and simin !
i miss dinners with them ):
i think i still have posts from the good ole' "lets give the kfc mash potato to the homeless aunty" days.

pe tml.
zomg thankgod we're not taking height and weight.
i dont think my heart or my head could take it.

i made a new blogskin to fit my blog url a little more.
cupcake !
ah, i need to pass anttt my thumbdrive tml.
PICTURES ! (:



poems on loss.
tragic.
but theyre hardly ever tragic enough.


//END9:31 PM




Saturday, January 12, 2008


drew this in microsoft paint; not too bad aye?
sketchy; but its a 2 minute thing !
im rather glad with paint(:
cos i dont have adobe psp in this thing.

i got a new laptop :D
thank you papa(:
haha.

i like it;
its COOOOOOOL.
:D

its beeen a nice day afternoon/ evening.
wouldve been even better if edward came though.
anyway yay he won his floorball match today! :DDDDDDD
i think its because me and anthea gave him lots&lots&lots of luck today(:
i resisted coffee bean coffee; cos coffee is heaty and i already have a sorethroat thingy.
days like these make me rather happy;
days like this coming monday make me rather UNhappy.
oh god; oh god, theres gonna be math lessons (T_T)///////
but i can bring my BENTO! \(^_______^)////love!/

i shall attempt to finish a jodi picoult book tml :D
goooooooodnight world(:


"when i say shotgun, you say wedding;
shotgun wedding!
shotgun wedding!"


//END11:31 PM




Friday, January 11, 2008

nobody likes to be second best.
honestly; its the worst ever.
cos' youre so close to best but youre just not there.
you can see little ms number one preening up there and all you can do is stare.


after reciting tales of being bitten by all kinds of animals ranging from ants to snakes,
he says
" they like to bite me, because i eat alot of sweets, and so my blood is very sweet";
tops it off with the innocent bright-eyed gleeful smile only 5 year olds can flash and it'd melt the coldest of hearts.


i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove children (:
theyre really the BEST ever.
the way they can ramble on for what seems like eternity to someone they met 5 seconds ago; its so amazing (:
and the way their bright eyes sparkle with the luster you can only find in the eyes of kindergarten kids.
just looking at them can make the world seem like so much better a place (:
where the biggest worry in the world would be whether the "dragonfly that has been on the wall for forever is dead" or being "pricked by a cactus" cos "mommy says cannot touch" but what do you do? when "grandma's house have alot; alot alot alot; all kinds of cactus".


yes; meeting weijian has been the bessssst part; (and about the only enjoyable part) of this SL camp(:


//END10:40 PM




Tuesday, January 8, 2008


well,
the best part about today was getting into a relatively nice group(:
with JINGRONG & YASMIN & TIMO & AMOS ! and some others.
im really lucky(:
sherm's all -___-
and des was all "OMG ! T_T" but at least she has asyraf and colin to make her laugh :D so shes happy now.
i seriously have no idea why we went to sembawang today.
i think our electives hub would have been a much better place.
and we wouldnt have to charter so many buses; waste so much petrol; and burn more holes in our already depleting ozone layer ! man, like its not hot enough.
& boob, LOL; why are you so high?! boooooooooooooooooooooooooob(: there many more "o"s for you there.
its been an awfully boring day.
but edward says i can message him tomorrow when im bored(:
hes so nice !

23:03) ♥su:
i was so bored i was dying u know
(23:03) ♥su:
you got alot of sms?
(23:03) ♥su:
i'll harass u tml too : D
(23:04) edward.:
haha ok sure.. we'll do anything to make sure our precious sulin dun die of boredom (;
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
isnt it lovely to have lovelylovelylovely friends?
yes its very absolutely completely lovely(:
its about the happiest thing today; cos its been a rather gloomy day.
its only been a day; but i miss them so very much ):
anthea said she "wish i could wave at you like i did with jer and ed today! (: "
oh maaaan ! i wanna wave tooo !
i wanna WAVE !
i wanna be happy and give a big happy smile and WAVE! and say HELLO ! its so nice to see you(:

tomorrow i'll get to see the little tiny kids.
i want to have a buddy all to myself !
i miss my primary school buddy-reading days ! ohman;
those little girls were so cute. you could read to them and theyd just sit there and nod and nod and nod and nod till you were done(:
so that should make it a better day tomorrow aye?
little tiny people :D
oh man i love them (:
hope theyre all cheerful warm little rosy-cheeked imps :D


//END11:36 PM




Monday, January 7, 2008


HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JOHN SEAH WEI PING !

if john even is your name; which it so totally isnt ! but never minddd.
sorry im using this picture of you and paul again.
its the only one i have that i really like which was taken by me !
its so candid and happy. its so happy(:
ohman,
youre really old now !
of course i havent forgotten your birthday.
i never forget !
there hasnt been a year ive forgotten aye?(:

anywayyy;
thanks for being a reaaaaaaaallly brilliant friend.
and it seriously seems like ive known you for forever,
thank you for being there every time ive been upset;
thanks for looking for me when ive been busy and stuff to keep in touch even though you always have to be the one.
friends forever ! i meaaaaan it okay, even though it sounds CORNY.
i miss your jokes.
the really stupid ones you used to tell.
the ones that have absolutely no link;
but are funny simply cos you go "HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHAA".

i hope you have a really really really really really happy year(:
youre 16 ! oh man i cant believe it.
16 ! soon youre going to be 21 ! omg.
all the nicknames you have;
wei pink. lol. x)
i like that one.
wei PINKKKKK (;
weipink.

okay this post shall be entirely for you (:
happpy birthday you !
(:


//END11:28 PM




Sunday, January 6, 2008


x)


iclairis !


IGOR OGLS ! loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(: !


me&anthea(:


ready.. get set..

jump !(:

GRARRRRR.
i just spent about an hour typing out my post& i clicked on a link from a friends conversation and the stupid thing navigated away from my un-saved post and now i have to start from scratch.
anyway,
i deleted my previous post cos its upsetting and i dont want to think about my mom being horrible when she's being nice.
so i shant think about it anymore(:
thanks to all the nice people who tagged(:
and gabriel i'll tell you if i wanna join strings again thaaaaaaanks !
anthea ! (: you're my favourite person too(:


mass dance at suntec was great(:
mostly; other than the rain.
i was drenched entirely and my shoes were soaked.
bah.
but it was fun.
i loved the vip train& shouting "V, V-I, V-I-P !(:"
and i learnt a new dunman high cheer ! that was really funny.ahhaha.
bah ! no wonder i felt so weird ! i remember i missed something out !
i saw weiping and paul and ahmad squaaaash !
i was on my way to macs with sean to meet jerald's og when i sawwww them !
fine. they saw me.
oh man ! i really missed them(:
weiping& paul are seriously the only guys on earth who ever say "sulin you are still so fat " to my face. seriously ! geeeez.
but theyre great nonetheless(:
weiping's big fat squarish nerdy specs look really funny on him,
cos like my hairclips which ms toh cant stand, theyre there purely for decoration.
he doesnt even NEED them ! they dont have a degree.
bah, i wanna hang out with them again ):
even if they call me fat like 50 times a day.

its been a rather good week.
with 01 and all.
and i love the OGL cheer(: i reaaaally love it. i think this is the part i'll miss most about 01(:
on friday when me and sheila got bored of their mass dance teaching and went to skive off,
we found cedric, lavan and zifeng in 07v12 classroom.
we spent about an hour and a half to two hours sitting at a table telling jokes and talking and laughing.
i havent laughed like that in really really long.
cos the more jokes we told the more high we got and it was so fun(:
bah. i was happy ! ahha.
and marching around with cedric and sheila is really fun cos we look so completely stupid and funny when we march in sync (:

i love igor !
i reaaaally love igor ogls(:
im so glad im an ogl cos if not i wouldnt have met all the lovely people(:
my holidays would have beeen really boring !
sea regatta tomorrow, i hope its a good day.
ive gotten a couple of threats from people wanting to dunk me already ):
should eat more today and get so heavy no one can lift me. muahahaha(:


i cant remember all the things i posted just now.
so i guess i'll just stop somewhere around here(:
bah. the pictures are taking too long to upload.

some random pictures from a long time ago:

the ty-buddies(:
the look reallly happy together (:


its a chocolate-y cupcake !



faber drive; sleepless nights -

"If I had my way
I'd corner him and say
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it*
Screwing up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever"

*nonsense; sometimes even meaning it isnt good enough aye?


//END9:13 PM




Wednesday, January 2, 2008

i am unhappy.


three words are enough to sum everything up.
i am unhappy.
UNHAPPY.
upset. unhappy. no good. not well. not okay. not fine and dandy. not right, im wrong. off track, gone mad, gone crazy, gone away, still here, not here. grah.

i want to scream, in someone's face,
get them to understand,
what on earth unhappy means.

good bye.
no,
bad bye.
i dont like 'bye', unless i dont want to see you anymore.


ps. sherm says its ok to fail chem r paper.
so unglam though ):

pps. if i werent me i'd laugh at myself.

ppps. i miss dhstrings.

pppps. i need to get back to my basic oxides cos i still dont know what they are. bah.


//END10:25 PM




Tuesday, January 1, 2008

i dont want to sleep yet cos i dont want tomorrow to come.
its annoying.
lets take a look at the pros and cons of tomorrow coming

pros:
1.march hols are closer !
2.i can bring bento to school when school starts properly :D
3.i get to see xianhweee& shermy& des& jobbles& kobbles& other lovely people i've missed.
4.i'll be too busy to let my mind wander.
5.i miss my VJ uniform :D

cons:
1.its school.
2.math lessons.
3.getting caught by ms toh for every-single-little-minute-little-tiny thing.
4.homework.
5.its tiring.
6.im just tired of stuff.
7.i have violin class tml night & no time left to study for chem repaper
8.chem repaper which i am hardly prepared for.
9.i cant watch many movies anymore cos of SCHOOL HOURS! ):
10. x-country is coming AGAIN xP

and many other things.


thats why im not going to sleep cos sleeping will make tomorrow come quickly.
bah.
and once tomorrow comes i cant stop it anymore !
cos then everything will come so quickly.
i dont like that !

smelly is no good.
stinky is OKAY.
theyre not the same.


i think im a bit weird sometimes(:
OMG ! i miss lavan tooooo !
heh, "youre off centre." oh man. i needa hear that coming from him :D



i feel like xianhui needs a hug.
i wanna give xianhui a hug !
cos i need a hug too(:


//END11:49 PM