Wednesday, February 13, 2008

felt like a third person narrator.
speaking of someone else's decisions.
made it seem so easy,
forgot it was me.
im afraid. think im wrong again.

argh.
anyway, shermaine wong is my valentine tomorrow(:
so here's to my one and only shermy !
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !
three cheers to (you know what !)
i love you sherm(:


theres this heavy half of me thats hoping and praying right now i didnt get as many votes as neha and yuwei and andrea and xinchen and michelle and lucas and gabriel and lavan.
so that everything will be okay. i think they deserve it more.
i have a flaw i didnt mention; im incredibly indecisive.


i stood in front of the full length mirror in my moms room and stared at my long skirt.
what, on earth, have i done?
i dont even recognise myself anymore ): ): ):
it makes me so upset. when it should be the least of my worries.
i must have a bit of a strange brain.


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