i think i want to marry gaspard : D

pam says everyone wants to too.

des thinks im an idiot and that he wont want to marry me.

ah, its not like im serious anyway !

i just need an idol.

things have been getting too boring since i stopped my keita-frenzy like a year and a bit back.

so now i shall be gaspard crazy !

and i'll watch the hannibal rising dvd even if its scaaaaaary :D

i need some brave soul to watch it with me(:

happy cny anyway(:

the trip was GREAT. i love the entire clan. (by this im referring to my mom's side of relatives cos we're such a big happy group)

everything was brilliant and perfect and oh the fireworks were BRILLIANT. better than ndp i swear. and the movies and the car rides and the mahjong and the fortune cookies and chocolate cake and iGallop and cheese cigarettes and the car rides jampacked with ten teenagers; including a bunch of hysterical screaming girls squashed in the back.

"if chris drives, im taking a cab back"

"if chris drives, im staying in the car; i wanna be on the NEWS !"

and "enam... teh si bing =D"

oh the number games with jolly shandy; cos its the closest to alcohol a bunch of underaged people can get under the scrutiny of about 20 adults.

grarr. the only problem is that its over too soon):

now i have absolutely nothing to look forward to ):

about 0.13 of the school year is over !

rejoice rejoice(:

mom:"so you taking a levels?"

me:"no it'll kill me."

mom : *nods solemnly* "IB it is then."

looks like im gonna have to deal with more admission forms and interviews and tests and stuff all over again ):

but its my choice and i want to go!

but then again, im not all that keen on IB too !

its like, i dont want to do a levels cos its a waste of my time and i just want to focus on subjects relevant to architecture; since ive already made up my mind on what i want to do i shouldnt waste time with biology and chemistry and literature anymore right !

but in IB i'll have to do all those stuff too !

it just increases my chances of getting into an ivy league uni):

i wish i was a little genius;

then i could just take my SATs this year and be over and done with it and me and yimmy could scoot off happily to the states next year.

damn ):

grarrrrr. and i have to decide soon or i'll be too late to take my SATs and there'd be no point anymore !

WHAT SHALL I DO ! ):

and i do love vj ):

oh vday is coming, isnt that lovely?

i think lushikoh should go out together on vday.

the three of us are like perpetually single.

no guy (who isnt some celebrity) seems good enough for our beautiful pamela, and hilly's just immune to the entire male species.

i think pam and hil should have groups of guys falling at their feet this year; pity i wont be in dhs to witness it ):

found this quote from a vday recipe site and i think its very sweet:
"suki sugite,

kirai ni narisoo.

-- uso."

and a picture of a lovelorn looking girl leaning over a railing.

looking all sweet and sad.

it means:

"when you like someone too much,

it becomes hate.

-- rubbish."

grarr it sounds silly in english; too much is lost in translation!

but you get the gist of it aye.